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Sunday, April 16, 2006

I worked at RF today... it's so much more enjoyable working there..enjoyed my time there.. tooksome candid shots with my 2 colleagues/frens... haha... juz love to take fotos... gonna save money to get myself a digital camera... and also if possible a new good quality guitar..After the fun time at RF today.. .time does pass very quickly when ur having fun..today i dun have to work with an empty stomach.. dun have to eat with the pressure of the possibility that a customer want to purchase something... been snacking the whole day .... can eat in peace.. dun have to do something...But...i must understand that reality bites, tomorrow i will be working at **.. .. god bless everything turns out fine..i have to be there for 6 hours...It's like acting for 6 hours in a drama series..coz i must try not to show any form of displeasure..towards anybody cozas i said i'm only a lowly part-timer there.... :-( call me pretentious but tt's life...

Been listening to more of korean and Japanese music lately.. wonder why? A sudden liking towards... artists like Shin hye sung.. Se7en... K and Ken hirai.... ;-p.. maybe humans need a change every now and then.. i'm going to learn a few songs of other languages for a change.. hehe.. it will be more challenging... of course to sing it truly from the heart.. i gotta first understand the song.. and then put myself into the shoes of the person who wrote the song... certain word pronounciation is already a challenge.. but nonetheless i'm gonna give it a try... :-p but gonna take time of course..

well.. juz perhaps thought myself as being quite rash for writing that e-mail..after i think back on some stuffs..maybe i shouldnt write it in the first place... anyway i didnt get a reply so it doesnt matter.. maybe it's already in the junk mail....but i juz felt if i dun voice certain things out... my mind wouldnt feel at ease.. anyway what's done cannot be undone.. so juz i shld juz forget about the e-mail thing and move on ...Life does breaks into mysterious ways...Juz when u r starting to believe someone..juz when trust is slowly building up... something has to happen to break that precious trust that was once been lost....

I pray that i could breakaway .. spread my wings and i'll learn to fly.. I'll do what it takes.. till i touch the sky.. and i'll make a wish..take a chance, make a change.. and breakaway.. out of the darkness into the sun....

Looking forward to meeting my darling siu yuin tomorrow after the 6 suffering hours.. :-)

Cheers!

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