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Monday, June 30, 2008

六月三十日

雨

住口

细雨好微弱
雷声好微薄
却依然能够
将我吞没

有一股冲动
想捂住耳朵
不听不看不说

世界的残酷
我不想加入

沉浸于沉默
我独自思索

现实强迫
我们把心门都紧锁
其实大家都相同
是多么熟悉的雷同

现实要求我这么做
所以别问我
我不懂
就算我不接受
但还是得这么做

我的激动
来自于
不甘心接受
又或者
是被思念冲昏了头

别问我
我不懂

现实不准我
大声说出口
心中所有感受

快点说
说你懂

又是时候
该住口
这样大家会比较好过。。

11:01:00 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

六月二十七日

炎热

独

独自
一个人散着步
走着同样的路
拖着沉重的脚步
一步一步
被孤独征服
被寂寞俘虏

其实今日
也并没有
什么不同
如同往日般
还是独自散步

只是不懂
为何会感觉不同
或许是
老毛病又发作

不得不认同
现实是残酷
人往往
不能够作主
只能眼睁睁地
目睹孤独
见证痛苦
却只能束手无策

所以虽然
我不想屈服
或被现实驯服

但有时候，
我仍旧
会感到不满足
造成
不必要的孤独
与寂寞的俘虏

毕竟,
没有人
喜欢单独
面对孤独

我不懂
别问我

今日的我
就是格外孤独。。。

1:02:00 AM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

六月二十六日

晴

忽视

我把生活排满
就为了去忽视
忽视
不该理会的一切

要怎么样
才能做到完全可以忽视
忽视我想要得到的位置

要怎么样
才能够做到让所有
不该有的失望消失

这些，
我还是学不会

我只能默默
为我们熟悉的关系
感叹无比地可惜

其实生活
不该因为失望
而只剩下叹息

我想顺肠地呼吸
大口大口地吸气
呼吸新鲜的空气
把自由抱在我怀里

然后希望可以
忘记想念你。。。

11:37:00 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

Benji... :-p My Bambi's new found friend lol... although he looks feminine, he's a Boy in fact lol.. Girly

We met him during our 1hr plus walk.... pleasant encounter.. Bambi met Not only ONE friend...

But, TWO ! :-p This is Shone shone on the right... :-p
(Look carefully, can u see my darling Bambi in the background? )
What a compatible match! (Bambi's still sitting obediently in the background)

Cuties, One more take ! Check out Shone Shone's tongue... delicious ar... ha! lol
Someone once told me that Bambi's tongue looks like ham..lol, then what about this? i wonder what he will say after looking at shone shone's tongue...:-p

Enough of being in the background, it's time for Bambi to be in the limelight :-p

Bambi's so-called "ham-like" tongue is wiggling vigorously.. lol

Investigator Bambi looks like she's searching for some crime evidence! lol

Wonder if she's found it...

sure she did...coz she looks happy and satisfied :-p

another one of her MTV poses... bleah! @_@

Today's walk was an extremely long one..and an extra interesting one... maybe the timing i brought her down was the peak hour timing for all dogs to come down for a stroll...
i came across not juz 2 dogs to be exact, but actually around 6 .... 2 Schnauzers, 1 Chi hua hua, 1 Cocker Spaniel, and of course the 1 and a 1/2 King Charles, 1/2 Shitzu, coz Shone Shone is a cross breed, (1/2 King Charles and 1/2 Shitzu).. that explains her Shitzu face and king charles body and ears.. :-p
Brief Background of Shone Shone
She's actually an adopted dog, according to the owner she was being caged in for 3 years, due to the lack of freedom and exercise and the previous owner's continuous negligence and company. She was bound with illnessess of many kinds, which the current owner had spent thousands to cure her. I can sense she really loves her dogs a lot. Shone Shone is lucky to have met her after 3 years of suffering. :-x I can sense that Shone Shone really having this bonding with her owner. It's special, and beyond words.. From the look of her eyes, i felt that Shone Shone's got the thankful look and sees his owner as an angel sent from heaven. Shone's really obedient..
My thoughts
I think adoption of abandoned or tortured animals is really a noble act. It's saving lives, saving them from being put to sleep, saving them from agony and pain. I admire people who do that coz not everyone can accept an older dog as their pet, not forgetting that older dog is usually also sick with multiple health or even mental problems, due to long term negligence. Taking in an adopted dog means taking his problems as if its yours, doing everything to give him the best. It's like doing charity. You need to be financially stable to be able to do that.
I feel that the dog itself will be closer to u in a special way, because of all the previous sufferings it went through before, there are extreme high possibilities that the dog will cherish your love even more... coz he knows that your love, care and concern is not easy to come by.
You will share a unique form of unconditional love with him that only the 2 of u understands. You are the saviour of the dog's life, and i'm sure he knows it too, and will repay u with all the love a million, trillion times more than what u gave him... :-p Every Dog lover with sufficient financial means should consider adoption.
That's how dogs are like...
Forever selfless.... Lovable... adorable...Affectionate...faithful
Qualities that humans should learn from...
Phew... it's been a long post in english on my thoughts over doggies.... :-p

10:08:00 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

六月二十二日

雨

打战

独自一个人
走回家
脑里没有停止
播放那些画面

依然没有办法
忍住不去想

越是努力
忍住不想
时间就
变得更漫长

说是好朋友
也没自由过

说是在恋爱
也说不上来

会不会有未来
就只有等待
等待过程中
只有
无比的无奈

忍住不说
并不表示
无所谓

我努力说服自己
其实这关系
也不算太坏

发觉我天天
都在努力地
与思念打战....

9:50:00 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

六月二十一日

晴

胡言乱语

也许是太无聊
今日的我
还真想有机会
与你聊聊

就算聊千万回
也不会感觉累
一点都不想睡
只想
再见你一面

我很努力地阻止
为自己带来
任何不必要的希望

我想摆脱
胡思乱想

要牢记
我的情绪
并不是谁的责任

我要学着
更独立

不能被孤单驯服
向孤独屈服
被寂寞征服。。。

谈何容易

我只有乖乖等待的权力

请原谅我的胡言乱语...

10:26:00 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

some random pictures with my naggy mom.... where is she looking? lol ha

Okie.. she's beginning to look into the camera...More focused pls mommy!

Finally, she's smiling at last...after the 3rd attempt!

I didnt on the flash, that's why its so dark.. oops, it's not tat dark when i look at it in my phone..... but when it's on the com it turn out to be quite dark... :-x k la... at least it;s not too hard to recognize that it's my mom and me.. bleah! @_@ i thought it will be good to have some pictures at times.. on a random basis .. lol

shall take more with FLASH the next time!

六月二十日

晴

回顾

专注地回顾
反复地重复
回忆的全部

因为幸福过
所以不放弃
追逐

其实拥有
这种另类关系
也算是种默契

过分依赖
不可以
成为我的专利
不可以
超过设下的界限

一些情绪的纠缠
我得要学着
自己去抚平
自己去摆平
自己去解决。。。

10:58:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

六月十八日

雨

意想不到

特别地
难忘地
凌晨两点半

仿佛
在梦游
一切好虚构
从没有过
多渴望
能够再重复
再来过

好奇
接下来会如何

片刻的快乐
固然可贵
简单承诺
也不容忽视

如果能够同时
拥有公开的权力
那该有多完美

但我不想给你压力
只想你开心
所以宁可继续逃避

其实内心，
还是想拥有公开
宣布幸福的权力

不过现实里，
总是包含着许多残缺，
也只能够
无奈地祈祷
但愿有一天能够解决。。。

11:56:00 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

六月十五

晴天

思绪

相依为命的味道
牵着手就会知道
不晓得
你知不知道
我不顾一切地
不想逃离过去
那些美丽风景

将所有微笑过的画面
存放在心里面
把它们变成记忆里面
不可获缺的点滴
融化成最真挚的思念
坚持不让它们消失不见
细心收藏到下一次的见面

相聚时候
不爱眨眼
更不容许
自己分心
或者不专心
就因为不想错过
你脸上的
每一个微笑
你口中说过的
每一个字
每一行句子
你无理头的幽默
你莫名的风趣

这些点滴的累积
造成了
无法抹去的痕迹
在我心里流下踪迹
让我从此不能忘记
每天只能反复温习
只因，
真不想舍弃
更舍不得放弃。。。

10:01:00 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008

A few more posters i've done... the second one was re-edited though lol i didnt had the time to take the re-edited one ... ha!

六月十三日

晴

缺口

诉不尽的思念
从在你离开
我的视线
就已经
开始蔓延

心中总存有
一种莫名的缺口
说不出口的残缺

缺口像伤口
偶尔
不时地
一不小心也会
隐隐作痛
痛得把眼睛
都淋湿

等待一个
肯为我细心
包扎伤口的人

缺口
要交给谁
来负责填补？

而谁又会
不弃不离地
填补那空缺
的缺口？

会是你吗？

等待结果
那种感受
你懂不懂?

这种残缺
该怎么解决？

11:29:00 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008

六月九日

晴

梦游

我屏住呼吸
细心地复习
曾与你
在每个角落
在不同天气
所留下的痕迹

一切就如梦境般
在梦中的我
最富有，
就让我继续沉睡
把回忆留住

回味，重温
我追忆着
一点一滴
小心翼翼
将每一个细节
复习一遍又一遍

靠着宽阔肩膀
那种感觉
仿佛像在天堂

十指紧扣
那温暖的温度
我没有忘记过

原来肢体语言
可以在一瞬间
让言语都作废

我像是在梦游
飘浮在半空中
在灰色的角落头
不明不白的活着
那不自由的理由
从一开始就
束缚着我
紧紧捆绑着我
从没有离开过

你的肢体举动
每一言每一语
就像是个魔咒
把我给征服
牢牢抓紧我
也许
这就是所有
执着的理由

但执着能够
僵持多久
是未知数。。。

能不能别顾虑太多
就让只能在梦里头
自由的我
继续，放纵地梦游。。。

10:10:00 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

六月六日

晴

失望

失望来自一个
希望的开始

一个人的满怀期待
一个人的莫名希望
造成了失望
那种失落感
也许就是所有
眼泪的来源

筋疲力尽

就算把眼泪流干
也于事无补。。。

12:28:00 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

The name tag that made me perspire like hell..... The collection process was a tedious one due to miscommunication :-x

My Bambi's Smile of satisfaction
After a long long walk with me..:-p
六月四日

晴

狂妄

一起走过的天堂
那些天真的愿望
那些美丽的荒唐

曾经天真以为
你是我一生的寄托
现在的我
却比较像在流浪

你教我爱上
却没教我
如何习惯
这种孤单

难以抹去的孤单

没有承诺的守候
其实不好过

你的一举一动
只会让思念
更苦更长

距离
让思念狂妄地疯狂。。。

8:58:00 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

六月二日

晴

时间

为了时间限制
心情因此变质
原来
还是如此在意

不是没有努力
其实已经尽力
结果仍然
配合不了时间

我的世界也
一瞬间
变得不完美。。。

*前日有感而发
我又完成一首歌
歌词内容就如歌名

10:26:00 PM