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Friday, August 29, 2008

八月二十九日

阴/雨

困扰

唯独在
一个人行走的路上
才会特别觉得
街灯看似而外寂寞
也不知觉不断
提醒我他的缺席

对自己
说了好几遍
生活终究得自己面对
无论是笑还是流泪
都不该把自己搞得狼狈

但难免在
一些时候
还是会想有人
陪我谈谈心
聊聊一些生活点滴

可惜时间总是不够
原来他那长期活
在忙碌中的生活
也可以是一种痛
一种引发孤独的痛

他也好久好久
没有来过这里
无所谓
反正也改变不了

*抱着手机
心情百感交集
想立刻知道成绩
也许是太焦急
也许是太抬举自己

最后的成绩在哪里
其实在心里
只要尽力
什么都不应该再理。。。*

11:31:00 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Gift from the Directors for all our hard work and effort for making the National Day Dinner on the 22nd of August a success!!! :-) Our manager was smiling ear to ear just now upon receiving this cake... lol

I heard from the manager that this is the first time the director bought us something, coz initially i was thinking that it was an annual practice.. but apparently, it's not... they were exceptionally pleased with this year's National Day Dinner celebration. I'm not very sure why either, coz i am not involved in the previous ones before, so i cannot compare...

However, i was glad to know that this is the first time i am involved and it's quite a great success !!!

Actually i heard from one of my colleagues that there should be photos taken when i was performing on that day's celebration.. I must admit that it was indeed flattering to be drowned in compliments...
As for the photos, i havent had the chance to see any of it yet.. lol I hope they didnt capture any silly expressions of me on stage.. that will be embarassing ...

well.. glad that everything went smoothly that night..

and may i have more and more chances to perform in future.. :-p
The satisfaction was indeed overwhelming...

八月二十六日

阴/晴

遥远

我只能把思念
静静地存放
在心里面
这是苦还是甜

然后一天过一天
继续思念
怀念那些从前
一遍又一遍
偏偏
泪水
又爱出现

假装视而不见
可惜越是假装
就偏偏
越是让思念
更明显
只好
继续延续
这份
无可奈何的思念

尽力去感受
那触碰不到的温柔
那远远地温柔

一直都
是这样
离我远远地
让我在很多时间
都还是看不见
你的脸。。。

我的出现
还值不值得
有谁去思念？

让我一瞬间
渐渐
消失不见。。。

11:39:00 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

八月二十三日

雨

不可思议

昨日
国庆日演出
一切顺利
大家的赞赏
实在让我
受宠若惊

越来越
迷恋这种感觉
仿佛是
前所未有

一个舞台机会
虽然短短几分钟
但得到的却是
无比的满足感

一切就仿佛
是一眨眼
就过去

希望
下一个演出
会更好

也希望日后
会有更多机会

庆幸昨日
有他的陪伴

庆幸有他
愿意陪我一起
完美地
完成昨日的演出。。。

8:54:00 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

八月二十日

阴

收手

脑袋竟然空空
什么也不想做
什么也不想说
就连写什么
我都不晓得

只是在这
盲目地
打着字
写什么都无所谓
反正你也不会看
所以字字都无味

只是单纯地
努力想把
多余的时间
消耗掉
浪费掉

努力想把
所有的空虚
都带走

努力想把
那些耐人寻味
的种种寂寞
都赶走

反正
无论做什么
无论说什么
都起不了任何作用
只会引发争执
带来不愉快
的种种可能

收手
什么都不做
或许对大家都好

或许，
妥协是唯一的选择。。

10:57:00 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

cute pictures of adorable doggies looking down and dejected.. so cute.. aren't they? ^_^
Taken from Google search engine..
"_"

八月十六日

晴/雨

眼“累”

流下来的眼泪
或许是因为
真的太累
有些疲惫
就瞬间地形成了
“眼累”

虽然
孤独必须
自己整理
寂寞必须
自己处理
但难免遇到挫折
还是会不由自主
向往一个依靠

依靠不会
一直都在
对依靠的
依赖总是
纠缠不清

最终，
想依赖的依靠
就只会有自己一个
两个人的相处
应该带来幸福
不应该是辛苦
不应该是包袱
不应该是折磨

夹在之间
的人或事
总是
重复带来困扰

尽头仿佛
已在不远处

尽头代表结束

是时候该宣告完毕，
或继续逃避，
还是继续寻找
只有奇迹
能带来的转机？

12:04:00 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

八月十四日

炎

觉悟

开心
担心
伤心
操心
各种不同情绪
说真的
没有一个人有
能力彻底地摸透

誓言
诺言
只是
一个美丽的
谎言

守护
呵护
保护
只是
一种不真实的
虚构

什么
每次伤心落泪
都会陪在左右
听了简直能让人
笑掉了牙
荒谬荒唐

现实生活中
根本不可能

突然
这一切就像是
一个幼稚的玩笑

距离冷却一切
将热情一点一滴
地淡化消减
一直到渐渐
消失不见

不晓得为何
中间总是要
一直夹着
这些人，这些事
不断在之间打转
造成许多不愉快
摧毁了一个原本
幸福的地图。。

在那愚蠢眼泪
掉下来的片刻
我似乎看得更清楚
现实的残酷。。。

11:37:00 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

八月十一日

晴

远远的

我只能够
望着天空
眺望云朵
用心去感受
你对我
那远远的
各种感动
然后默默倒数
下一个交会

眼泪会流
是因为抓不住
所有的感动

真的不想让
思念给你负荷
连关怀也只能够
远远的

抓不住
远远的
彩虹
天空也不再闪烁
彩色宇宙
也变得远远的
而我
会继续保持沉默
继续隐藏真正的我

遥远的距离
以为可以熬过去
忘了已经是第几次
原来又再欺骗自己
一切就像我自己
所设下的骗局

原来，
你的长期缺席
依然
能让我止息
感觉难以呼吸
有些伤心

腻在一起
需要的是奇迹

距离让一切
变得远远的

远远的。。。

11:39:00 PM

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Enough about that snake... ^_^
Now let's look at some cute dogs instead.. @_@

Here are some pictures that I chanced upon online.. :-) I decided to share it by posting some of the more interesting and cuter ones here :-p I've also put some captions of my self intepretations of the pictures .. ha! Enjoy! Good way to relieve stress..:-p well at least for me, it does...

No Please No Please, Dun't Dun't Dun't , I promise to be a good boy from now on I promise I wun steal ur cookies anymore ! Juz DUN drown me... ! please please please... :-x

We are best friends, we share everything :-)

Picture 1: Happy couple foto

Picture 2: A picture of violence

Picture 3: A picture of satisfaction and contentment :-p

Listen to me... u dun have to be afraid of anything, Just rem tat I'll always be here for u through thick and thin, no matter what happen, Just rem we are in this together, Trust me.. my dear...

Prayers in progress...

Strictly No laughter should be heard as this is a form of disrespect to me and to god..

I pray for world peace... I'm a devoted buddhist dog... :-p hehe

I have many balls.... :-) haha

Looks like a soft toy.. :-) a fluffy one too!

rock-a-by baby on the tree top.... Do not Disturb ... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :-p

This one doesnt know he's caught in the act..

Whilst this one, is trying hard to act innocent... :-)

Dogs can be an excellent pillow... :-)

They can also be there jus merely for company too :-)

I am without doubt, the world's most sophisticated and demure princess in the world.. why aren't u kneeling?

Don't I look handsome in this new shirt, will I have that piece of ham for that? :-)

I'm Mr Professor... Come on bombard me with questions... I have THE KNOWLEDGE! u morons! @_@

Will U juz Shut up, u hairy dog !!! :-)

we have the same interest.. Singing.. :-) lol yes it's impt to open ur mouth wide when u sing...

I am singing with passion.. also to let u know that i'm a member from a Rock and Roll Band!! ... lol

No No No that's my first kiss! hahaha :-)

Drunk doggie... lol (really looks drunk, Don't u reckon? but luckily he's not driving..) :-)

U Gotta start young... haha :-)

The hide and seek game between a dog and a cat..

U cant catch me, U cant catch me... :-)

mmmm what should I do with this little hamster?

Nothing can stop us... Nothing! as long as our hearts are together, We can do it... run run run.. :-)

Flying.... I am Dumbo's brother, Jumbo.. The flying dog with huge ears.. Dun belittle me, I can do better than my brother... seriously, no joke..!!!
Ladies and Gentleman,
Let me present to u "The Athletic Champion Dog of the year" .. :-)

All Pictures taken from Google and the funny dog site :-p

2:05:00 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Yes, this is a snake.. it was found lurking around somewhere near my workplace life's in danger ha! )
It was caught by the caretaker into a 100 plus bottle...
Well, some said it's poisonous, some said it's not.. well depends on which one u wanna believe in... Till now i am still not sure..
The above is the first picture taken with the caretaker holding the bottle, it was still full of energy trying to get out initially...

After a few hours, it curled up... appeared weaker due to the lack of oxygen...

and weaker...

the caretaker opened the cap for a few minutes, after a few hours for some oxygen for the snake.. but the cap was on after a few minutes..

It became weaker.. less active.. deprived of oxygen..

If u take a closer look, u can see the head..
Day 2:
The next day , i realised someone put some twigs and leaves inside the bottle.. (dunno for what) well, it's weaker then before...

I thought it's dead, but when i shook ....

and shook and shook the bottle.. it moved a little.. gliding around the bottle..
as for it's whereabouts now, I'm not sure, coz someone we knew decided to release the snake...
into the wild..
There were some commotion about how we should deal with the snake, initially our senior manager said let it die, so that we can keep the corpse for the upper management to see... then some of the other people who knew about the snake said, it's a life, we have no right to take away a life..even if it's poisonous it's borned to be poisonous not that it had any choice...then some said its dangerous, might be poisonous.. it's safer for it to be dead..
Different voices with different views were heard.. i am sort of neutral ...so i juz kept quiet and took pictures of the snake ...
What the person said struck me..
Ya, there isnt a choice for the snake...
it was borned like that..isn't it?
it's nature's creation .. in a way, the snake is considered "innocent" .
In this society, humans can be more poisonous and cunning.. but for humans it's not nature's creation, there IS a choice.. but still , they Chose to be poisonous and harmful... so do they deserve death too? Of course not...
It's a never ending topic..
Final outcome:
One of them took hold of the bottle and set it free and so the snake is officially pronounced Free.....
must thank the life saviour for setting it free.. free .. free.. there's no right or wrong, I guess it all depends on how one view it..
My question:
is it poisonous? lol

八月五日

炎热

存在

自己的生活
自己的不愉快
自己要学着面对
能够对抗寂寞的人
才是对自己负责任的人

存在
不是必然的
也永远
不可能是二十四小时的
因为事实上，
我们都是分开的个体
在多种情况之下
若还能够得到存在
就可以算是种幸福了

顶多，
只能够在心灵上
拥有一些联系
不过，长久以来，
只会
感觉
越来越困难
越来越厌倦
越来越
筋疲力尽

如果累到连，
心灵上也无法得到联系
这就是画休止符的时候了。。
简单来说，
结束一切的时候。。。

11:33:00 PM

Monday, August 04, 2008

Mystery Misery

I looked around me
Only to find myself alone
It was funny
How everything goes
Right from the start
From the moment we held hands

How everything was forced
to remain an untold mystery
This mystery that we cannot reveal
Causes endless misery
Until the verge of breaking down

I can only wait silently for the day
For this mystery to finally become history
So that everything can be open and free

If that moment was possible
That shall be the happiest moment of freedom

Difficult to be friends again
Due to the feelings attached
I admit i'm not a good actress
Every time our eyes meet
It’s difficult to hide or conceal
Of how your presence matter
Of how your absence affect
Or of how this matter matters

Apart as we may often be
Maybe in distance but not in heart…

Go on..
Make this mystery no longer a mystery
Make this mystery history
End this mystery..
End this misery..
Let us be free...
Free from this misery..

It all depends on you
to make everything possible…

12:09:00 AM