It's been another ordinary off day for me.. juz another day for me to catch up on my long-lost sleep... as i've been losing sleep for the past 2 weeks or so...
Sleeping is good as it helps me to get my mind off certain stuffs....when i'm alone i tend to think a lot abt some stuffs... although thinking of it doesnt really quite change anything... but Y shld i ponder over some memories... tt are already meaningless to the person involved? ....but cant help but wonder how fast some pple can change these days? I hope i can change as fast too ... then i will be happier that way... mmmmmm ya it's pointless to hold on to something that doesnt belong to u....i juz need a little more time.. i guess.. The monkey story does knocked some sense out of me...haha only my darling siu yuin will know about this.. Thks darling if u ever read this..(thks for being there) love ya but still love Bambi a bit more.. haha ..coz u also love eski more ma.. Fair and square.. we are quits... :-p
anyway gotta go to malaysia tomorrow to visit my grandma... she's admitted into hospital today.... was very worried about her.. i hope everything will turn out fine... whoever who's reading this.. pls say some prayers for her.. it will be well appreciated ..thanks...