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Monday, April 24, 2006

Today's a pretty slack day for me... the weather isn't too good... was hot n sunny for a few minutes and then pouring the next... and then raining with the sun still up in the sky..so humans living in this part of the planet have got to get used to fast changing temperatures..my body wasn't fast enough that explains why i kept sneezing i didnt expect the classrooms in Sentosa to be sooooo cold. we were like freezing inside.. then went we get out we were like so freaking hot..it's like getting used togetting out of the igloo.. and straight into the desert... haha.. ok ok i've exaggerated..a little.. as always..i guess the weather says a lot about life... it's unpredictable..

Well, school ended at 1230 today.. this is the first and last time... that will ever happen.. coz it will end at six from the next lesson onwards.. coz today's the first day we arent really prepared i guess... I slept when i got home till 4.... i was like dozing off.. during the briefing...it was quite boring esp the chef video.. i was nodding my head throughout haha... then all of a sudden when the chefs in the video won the award they cheered loudly .. it gave me a shock..and i woke up .. from my dreams...Of course i listened to some parts of the briefing.. and i can sense the difficulty and the hectic fast paced lifestyle of this subject.. .. well no wonder it takes up around 10.5 hours of our time each week...Actually upon hearing the briefing.. however what i'm most worried about will be the proficiency test.. it's like a practical test that test u on ur speed and accuracy on cooking ways and methods... a slow learner like me may not be able to adapt... :-(.... given my blur nature... i'm afraid i will be at a loss of not doing what to do next...the duration for the test was 90 minutes... and have to prepare like quite a list of things... Damn!... the description of the proficiency test does scared me a little..hope i will be able to cope... then the teacher.. also consoled us by telling us it's actually easier than it seems... it's juz like riding a bicycle is easier than describing on how to ride a bicycle... well... not really ... coz u juz sit ..balance..look straight.. and pedal... haha...

of course she finds it easy... with her rich experience in this line.. she is like a professional already.. she owned a restaurant in UK with her brother.. studied this subject in San Francisco... for 2 years... i think.. and then worked in a high end restaurant for quite some time... but before all these she worked as a job not related to this industry for 11 years.. which is quite long before she decided to start on another brand new chapter of her life ...hey hey.. i paid attention k... i'm such a good girl haha :-p U may not believe it but i enjoy hearing people's past job or study experiences.. esp from professionals like these.... because... it sort of reminded me that they have also been through what i'm going thru now.. and that success is not easy.. it takes time, perseverance, endurance and lots of hard work...i'm not sure whether i'm up to this... and am i really suitable for this industry?

i think this post had become a lecture already haha... yawning right? i noe... it's ok.. i understand.. often the person providing the lecture... is as awake as an owl at night.. but the person who is listening/reading the lecture...will be trying hard to keep awake.. okie going for my guitar lesson tomorrow.. :-p it's something i look forward to everyday of my life..... sometimes wonder why i love singing and guitar so much..in actual fact i dun reallly sing well... still have so many areas to improve on... i hope i can polish up and improve on my singing .... and guitar... but teacher... said to me once that i should enjoy the learning process... that will benefit learning more.. and eventually speed up the process...pushing myself too hard will have adverse effects..hey hey i paid attention again ... to my teacher.. :-p i must constantly remind myself that coz i tend to be impatient.. and get angry of myself when i'm unable to do something i love well enough... guess it's human nature

Music is part and parcel of everyone's life... it doesnt matter if ur 15 or 50... we hear music in cars.. in shops... in pubs.. in clubs.. ... it is jus different genres.. but still under music..music is very wide... music transcends all boundaries...it helps conveys feelings and thoughts..some forms of music soothes the mind and calms the soul...to me.. it's an outlet for one to release his/her emotions ...

For me:.^ i hope i will be able to create wonderful melodies accompanied by meaningful and touching lyrics that will touch the hearts of people who heard it..and hopefully my voice blends well into the song :-p^Wish me all the best...Time flies.. i cant believe i've been blogging for almost a month le... ha ha but i think blogging does help one to vent some of their frustrations... thoughts... feelings opinions... and comments down...*Constantly she's always on my mind without fail everyday.... will she ever get well is a question that's been bugging me ever since the day she was unwell... will anyone save her from all the pain and misery? *

i shall end here now.. it's raining cats and dogs outside now..... pouring heavily right now... meeting xiqing at 7 for a doggy movie... "Eight Below"... wanna get some stationary.. too... 2 files..notebook... etc... one file is to put my chords... the doraemon file is already not enough for my chords.... haha :-p the other for school purpose..

Cheers!

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