Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Today i was already very frustrated that i have to go back to school for one short freaking hour.. and guess what... it was raining cats and dogs while i was on my waythere .. which gets me more frustrated... then when i reached school... i found out that the teacher was on MC.. OMG so responsible of him to make the whole class come all the way from home to Sentosa specially for his lesson... and then not turn up... Have he thought of the pple who leave very far away from the island? wasted today's time.. we could have went for the food fair today.. now wasted today.. i have to go for the food fare tomorrow... so sad... actually can go home at 12..then go out with my cousin... but because of this.. i must for go meeting her.. coz the trip is compulsory .. Damn!
Grrrrrrrr.. really a waste of time and energy.. i dunno what to say to express ...okok must relax what's done cannot be undone... no point crying over spilled milk cannot turn back time already...after much anger... i went to harbourfront shopping centre with Alverina to get some stationery.. then we sorta walked aimlessly around bought some bread from breadtalk coz the bread talks ... haha kkk i noe it's not funny.... it's coz the bread is selling for one dollar each.....I went home after which.. such a boring day... did my accounts tutorial... watched a bit of Tv.. saw a bit of myself on TV too.. haha ..the part when JJ lin come and visit our school... when teacher and him were playing the song .. jian jian dan dan.. i was behind them.. then was accidentally shown on screen i guess.. haha.. :-p quite funny.. Alverina told me this afternoon that she saw me on TV... then Suhui also smsed me today to tell me that... and also tell me the date and time when theshow will be aired.. :-p... it's going to be aired on Tuesday 8pm.. channel U.. i think i should be in school during that time.. but there's a repeat at 12 midnight... hehebut i looked quite blur there.. :-p... but it's ok.. pple will all be looking at JJ and my teacher... i'm juz the background so no worries hahahaha :-p..
I will be going for JJ's concert... Suhui has helped me bought the tickets.. it will be on June 24th... my sis birthday.. :-p... cant wait for that day... i think the seats shld be quite good too.. because.. Suhui is an expert in watching concerts already.. a super big mayday fan haha... so i hope for the best :-p it's been soooo long since i watched a concert... :-p Tomorrow will be heading back to school again.. for guitar lesson .. haha it seemed that my life revovles around guitar..guitar lessons... school and OB...at the moment....:-p...i find that after i got so into guitar .... i find myself no longer single and available.. i'm attached ... attached to my guitar .. :-p hahaha... we have been together for quite long already haha... Maybe i trust a guitar more than a guy... I truly dun wish to get stabbed in the heart again... :-( maybe i've developed something called the RP.. Relationship Phobia.. at the moment..Maybe it's really quite impossible to totally erase all the memories.. i will be lying thru my teeth if i say i could... but as i always say in life we have to move on whetherwe like it or not... so i might as well try to make myself happy... by doing the things i like..following my passion... sometimes i wonder why it seemed so easy for certain pple around me to be happily in a relationship.... while i juz cant... it's not jealousy ..juz a passing thought... i feel more than happy for them..:-p ... maybe i have tounderstand that *what's urs is urs..no matter how far u run it's still urs ... what isnt urs.. no matter how hard u try .. it still isnt urs.. * Perhaps relationships arejust not for me.. tt's why decided to have a 'relationship' with a guitar instead .. * At least my guitar is there whenever i need it... haha :-p
Today i tried very hard to perfect the new plucking method teacher taught me yesterday .. that my fingers felt quite sore.. on both sides.. on the left it's becoz of the pressing of chords.. as usual.. on the right is because i over exert strength when plucking.. i kept on repeating playing 2 songs today.. one is the one my teacher composed.. the other was "one day i will" :-p.. it's an old habit. whenever i have new chords in my hands i will keep on playing the new chords...until i get newer chords..haha.. old habits are not easy to break.. :-p but i think i'm going to give my fingers a break tonight.. coz gotta use them to play tomorrow night.. :-p I really think to master an instrument u really have to have a deep passion for it.. otherwise it's quite impossible to succeed... it's indeed not as easy as it seems... a song on stage may take juz a few minutes but the person that plays it may spend many many hours to practise it... but the satisfaction alone derived from performing(Getting applause and approval from audience) is worth all the time and hard work...:-p
*It takes a thought to make some words... and it takes some words to make an action.. IT TAKES SOME WORK TO MAKE IT WORK.....***TT's y Action speaks LOUDER than words.. coz u need to put your words into action in order to make ur words turn into reality otherwise they will stay as words...and becomes lies... coz no work is done to transform them into reality... ***Saying something takes a few minutes.. but Doing something takes more energy and time...**
I guess that's all for today..
26 Feb.. 2006
9.53pm
Cheers!..
11:13:00 PM
