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Friday, May 26, 2006

I'm back again.. sitting here writing yet another self reflective personal journal.. well.. as usual busy with the same stuffs... haha...doing my projects .. juz completed the learning issues of the marketing project .. the attractions part is the most sian...gotta call and ask about the packages and bla bla bla... this cannot be solved by using internet.. so gotta call the customer service line in Sentosa for enquiries.. But my major headache will be Basic entrepreneurship project... so sian.. still havent find out bout the license thingy.. lao shi gave me his friend's number to ask.. but havent call yet... like so weird lor... i think it's better to call when lao shi is around? i dunno... the deadline is Monday not much time left already... :-( Anyway... went to OB yesterday evening with Joch to sign up for his dance lessons...he was quite upset about certain stuffs on the registration.... Lao shi was sick so there was no lessons yesterday.. so we juz sort of hanged around there...before proceeding to one some...helped lao shi typed some stuffs.. then he toked to his brother online .. and father using webcam .. so funny then lao shi keep sabotaging me haha... jian ye also joined in the fun :-p

It wasnt very fun also yesterday at one some.... i sang on stage once... then the rest of the time spent in the karaoke lounge inside... then dun really have much chance to sing le...two songs per table.... then gotta wait... and wait... then when it's ur turn u sing... then after the second song juz when ur voice had warmed up.. it's other pple's turn again.. so sian... i thought thursday night will be less pple... i was awfully wrong....I also chose the wrong song to sing first last night .... shldnt have chose bei dou xin as the opening song to sing... it's not an easy song to sing.. and partly because my voice havent quite warmed up yet... i didnt sing that song very well last nite so was quite upset... until someone came to me and we were engaging in some conversation and then she say my singing is nice.. haha .. it didnt really like cheer me up completely but it does helped to perk me up a little.. and to raise my confidence level a little.. it's great to hear compliments once in a while.. :-p

Then me and jiajun talked about pple who laughed at other people's singing.. i think it's really very inconsiderate to do so... i must constantly remind myself not to ever do that to anybody... it's certainly not a good feeling to be mocked by others bacause u dun sing well.. dun sing well doesnt mean u dun work hard enuff it's juz that certain things are inborn...and some pple just need more time and effort than others in order to attain the same standard of performance. it's unfair to get laughed by others for something u are borned with....

I know someone who can not only sing very well, but also good at laughing at other people's singing.. i must admit this person can really sing but i suppose that doesnt give her/him the privilege to laugh at other people.... i dun admire this type of pple no matter how well they are able to sing.... well..hope this person can put her/him self into other pple's shoes... but i doubt it.. well.. shouldnt go into details....

i went to kbox with jocha nd angeline this morning.. also not very successful coz there were some unhappiness experienced btw angeline and her bf this morning... so end up me and joch were singing the whole time.. whilst she was like hogging the phone.. sad:-( told her not to think too much.... always there for her :-p Relationships are like that... there's always ups and downs to cope with... i cant give much advice in this area .. coz quite a failer too in this aspect of my life..sadly. :-( Shall end off here now.. quite hungry le... go and grab a bite... tmr still gotta work... sianz.......... then sunday gotta rush on projects.............and tutorial homework

*I find it hard to trust not only me ... but everyone around me....**

*Can't seem to find the right direction leading towards rainbow heaven..... constantly seeking and searching for it aimlessly everyday of my life**

Cheers @ 5.00pm 26 May 2006

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