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Sunday, May 14, 2006

It's been days since i last posted anything.. needless to say.. i've been really busy lately.. school.. work and guitar...tomorrow got culinary science lesson again shucks!.. i hate it .. because of the strict dress code.... tomorrow we will be starting actual cooking.. i think i'm going to burn down the kitchen..haha have to wake up early tomorrow again sighs........i'm not a good cook to be honest.. hehe.. but i will learn .. :-p

I was intending to go to "one sum" after work on thursday.. but i was too tired to do so... so i went home instead... i wanna recharge my energy level on thursday night by sleeping earlier.. so as to stay out late on Friday...i went after 12 hours of work... on Friday night.. i figured that i need to relax n destress a little after working for such long hours..coz singing does helps a lot in my case.. i never let myself off on public holidays .. coz of the rare 1.5 more pay as usual .. so no matter how tired i tell myself i MUST work on that day.. and the day before (Thursday)... so as to get the 1.5... (tt's how the system works there... gotta work on the holiday eve... so as toget 1.5) sighz.. hate this system.. made me work on Thursday and as a result i missed my friends' mini performance at OB on Thursay night..Lao shi called me in the afternoon to tell me about the performance..he was funny told me about how the nurse "molested " him during his check up.. he finally went for a check up.. although not a full one.. but it's better than nothing... gotta get the rest to bug him to go for a full check up.. to be safe... :-p

I met up with Zen at the station .. and we walked to One Sum together.. as usual singing all the way... haha :-p... i was actually feeling so shacked tt night... but it's funny for me.. no matter how shacked and drained i can be, as long as u give me a chance to hold the mic and sing .. i will feel all energetic.. haha... even more energetic when i noe strangers can hear my singing as well hahaha ... but i will be juz as happy if the room was empty leaving the 3 of us.. then we can sing all we want non stop with no interruption... hahah :-p... tt night it was not bad except for a few interruptions.. coz there were customers there... but they allowed us to sing more than them haha... It gives a form of satisfaction when ... during the time when ur singing pple turn and look at u.. to find out who's singing... it's not difficult to sense that :-p when pple turn and look, there's only 2 possibilities.. it's either u sound like a toad croaking.. or u sound not bad.. i hope i belong to the second category haha.. :-p

One of the customers asked me to sing duet with him.. haha... we sung a few... but i dun think our voices blend... although his friends clapped to cheer him on.. hahait was fun though... trying to catch his pitch to blend in when doing the harmonising part.. not very successful but the trying part was fun.. haha. Well, there's always lots of room for improvement.. it's never enough...... i must constantly remind myself never to feel complacent.. coz if ever i did i will never improve...After lao shi's and xiao gu's performance, we went to eat steamboat.. i'm not very hungry so juz drank the soup and eat some mushrooms ... anyway it was lao shi's treat...wanted to pay him but he say it's ok... :-p after eating it's already like soooo late .. we headed for home.. and that spells the end of activities on Friday. On Saturday i went ot work again at one...work work work... until 10 then went to meet up with Zen and Jiajun.. coz Jiajun say he dun wanna be the 'light bulb' coz Zen's gf was also there... so he say will be more fun if i tag along.. then at least he wun be alone.. haha tt user..hahaha i met up with them at Cine.. at the pool centre saw Eddie's brother.. Edward there... haha juz saw him earlier on when he dropped by at Raffles.. a bubbly little boy... then we headed off for supper ... i was quite full so atea little and had a drink..the curry incident was soo funny..during supper.. haha.. then gotta send Zen's gf home first before we headed to his house to practise guitar and singing together... :-p It was quite fun actually we were in the midst of singing when his gf called.. then they started quarrelling... and guess what one of the reasons why they quarrelled is because of me ..oh gosh. can't believe it... his gf complained tt we were too close.. i asked Jiajun after that becoz will be more accurate since he's an outsider in this situation... he say no la.. the gf think too much... Apparently she was jealous.. it's kinda really unexpected and crazy because tt night i was practically toking to Jiajun the whole time... i only joked around with Zen once in a while...i mean we always did when we toked .. haha... the usual teasing and stuffs like that..but tt time i didnt really joked as much with him . I juz think that she's quite possesive from the things she said...feel sorry for her ..constantly jealous... so many complaints about Zen.. feel sad for my friend as well... Jiajun also agreed with me...we toked in the cab yesterday... and we both agreed that she's really a bit over possessive n insecure....She interrupted our singing session.. n we had to stop halfway.. Jiajun and i was like half sleeping .. trying very hard to keep ourselves awake.... all this ended after Zen's hp battery went flat... then we continued our singing session.... until around 4 plus then we left his house...Jiajun sent me home as promised.. thanks to him :-p i think we will probably be meeting up next Saturday as well.. but this time w/o his gf... looking at his situation it leaves me to think that sometimes being single isnt really a bad thing... looking forward to our next guitar session.. it was always such fun... the "recording" session even more hilarious... esp tt Jiajun hahahaa... never fail to make me laugh haha.. dunno record how many with his toking voice in it .. haha ....:-p We must all Jia you together.. :-p Guess i shall end here... now..basically i've summarized the activities i've been through these days... :-p today i woke up at eleven did my homework... but gotta go do the CS project now.. sians.... search for salad recipes... such crap... :-( later meeting with my sister n mummy for dinner i guesss.. it's been ages since i last saw my sister......

** I have to work for my goals, knowing they can be achieved somehow... and to reach my dreams with ability, determination, passion and belief**

*I guess it's not what it seemed to be... it was juz mere idolizing with a tinge of infatuation...n ntg else.. **

*A hectic lifestyle does cloud thoughts...deters me from looking back into the past.... and forces me to look forward...**

*Ive longed became yet another stranger in ur life**

** However, I longed to live in a World Without Strangers...**

Cheers!!!

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