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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I hate the idea of waking up early again...so tired .. *yawns*.........have less than 8 hours of sleep every night... :-( maybe that's why feeling very lethargic during lessons these days... i fell asleep during a/cs lecture, during culinary briefing.... i juz cant control my eyelids... lessons are sooo boring... :-(

Feeling.... down... as i'm unable to visit my grandma yesterday due to schooling reasons...:-( my mother said she lost weight again... i know that she is suffering now.. but all i can do is juz watch...

this week i dun have much time to go back to hai die for lessons... due to projects and school stuffs...so sad... :-(

JJ rocks... i enjoyed his concert soooo much...he's really an all rounder.... no denying it man....
a role-model ....the concert showcases all his talents beautifully....he's really musically inclined.. enjoyed his version of my favourite Jay chou song "Hei se you mou" and another song .. " ai xiao yen jing" and "heal the world"... wanna go find the chords for ai xiao yen jing.... it's totally great...

JJ's got the ability to transform an ordinary song into a beautiful song .... using his voice to illustrate images in people's minds about the contents of the song.... :-p

Sometimes i'm pretty confused about my own feelings.... and i grow to wonder what's the difference between mere friendship, infatuation and relationships... love? But im sure of a basic component in these 3 terms.... the parties involved must be able to be comfortable with each other's presence.

Maybe there is no definite definition for terms like these......I dun think i'm worthy to talk about what relationships are all about.... coz i dun even know it myself...i'm probably at the pre-mature stage in learning what is it all about.... haha...

I heard many stories...some good some bad... envious of the good relationship stories i heard from others.....it's difficult or i would say extremely difficult to find someone who really connects with u emotionally n at the same time..u have special feelings for that person and also having him/her to feel the same way as u do.... tt will probably be a bliss..:-p ... looking at blissful compatible couples juz make it seems that it's not that difficult afterall... but to me it is still a challenge ....well.... juz a passing thought..... tt's all.....

I leave it all to fate...

*Does feelings fade after time goes by?*

*Juz an individual... in a confused state of mind... not knowing what i wan... unsure of how i feel*

*A meadow placed right in front of a lost horse... the horse feels nauseous, confused.....as the horse had felt so sick, so down, so disppointed after eating this patch of meadow previously for the past few times..**

*Forming words is as easy as ABC... but putting these words into action requires perserverance, patience and energy....

**No one likes to be alone.... even if they hate to admit it... but deep down.. i believe no one love the feeling of loneliness.... People who claim themselves as loners are merely juz people who couldnt find the courage to admit the truth.......

I CAN'T stand loneliness!**

Wednesday

11.17 pm

28-06-06

*Singing leads my soul... Guitar is a part of me..Music captivates me*

Cheers!

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