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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Long time no see haha..Been quite stressed up with projects and school work lately...tests... projects.. sighz... and mygroup is like the slowest it seems to me everyone is ahead of us.. i must learn the art to breathe easy haha.. feeling moody these days too.. no internet access at home... :-(... inconvenient to do project... i'm totally unproductive when i work inschool...easily distracted.. maybe that's why..

The reason for my down moods lately.. maybe due to my hormones..but i really shouldnt vent it on my poor friend... i didn't know i can be so insensitive of his feelings for so long.. apologies for that..i'm glad i knew about this..luckily he didnt hold it against me.. and things are sorted out.. :-p... happy to know that...really shouldnt take his good natured temper for granted.. .if u are reading this.. sorry once again... hope that u felt better after i sang u my song... haha...:-p

Life itself is full of uncertainties... i should always cherish the special people i care about more... shower them with more true compliments and minimise the amount of criticisms.....apparently too much of something.... is never good. Compliments loses its value... if it is constantly always heard..... Excesssive criticisms on the other hand also causes someone to lose self confidence... therefore i believe i should always try my best to achieve a balance between the two..an equal balance of both elements will bring happiness to people i care about in life...

Certain things need to be brought into the light..in order for me to acknowledge my mistake and strive to change for the better....well..i guess it's normal for human beings to feel empty deep within once in a while..however sometimes this feeling of emptiness can be quite overpowering at times...but sometimes it's the little actions that really says a lot abouthow the person felt about u... Quite a no of pple told me that i look like i'm happy everyday.. haha.... well i hope i truly am... i strive to be happy everyday too..but i'm the type of person who finds it easier to hide my emotions.. than showit ... well there are pros and cons to everything..i try my best to look happy to crack lame jokes.. play around... even if i actually felt down.. i feel that joking around helps me feel happy for a while.. at least for a while haha.. but when everyone's left... and when i'm all alone i'm back to square one.. :-(

In school i sometimes felt that i'm neither here nor there.. i can join a group but i find it hard to fully blend in... so feels like i got one foot in group A .. another foot in group B... it's hard to make it clear why i feel this way.... but i juz do...again it's the actions that says a lot...however what i really hate most is disharmony and tension within a group... for me i would rather juz give in it might not really solve the problem but at least it's better for everyone in the long run... :-p that is what's most impt..

*Importance to have an equal balance of the 2 Cs in life.. (Compliments and Criticisms)*

Saturday

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15-07-06

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