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Monday, July 17, 2006

Perhaps i'm juz a passive type of person... there's pros and cons to everything.. but for me i care too much about my pride.. i couldnt bear losing my pride for something... for me i will rather forgo that something in exchange of keeping my pride.. tt sounds silly... therefore i've always admired those people who can forsake their pride in order to pursue for something they love. Well the pros to it is at least they tried and there will be no regrets in future.. however that juz seems impossible for someone like me...

Well, juz a passing thought.... tt's all... i'm such a rational person that i think i can still hide my emotions even if i'm drunk by any chance haha.. sometimes i hate myself for being excessively calm... therefore find it difficult to actually find an outlet to release any form of emotion..whether it's anger, sadness.. etc... becoz i dun wish to be of a burden to anyone.. i dun wan them to be influenced by my negative emotions..but crying does helps one feel better.. it's scientifically proven .. it's even better if there's a shoulder for u to lean on when ur crying...and a hug to know that someone cares ... at least it's great to know that u have company for that moment...

*If that's how u intend to show it to me... then forget it...ur heart's not in it at all**

*Loneliness may be overwhelming sometimes, however it's better in the long run...it's better then to step into something that brings sadness... patience is the key to happiness... **

*What's urs is urs.... what's meant to be will happen somehow.. **

Monday
17/07/06
1.28pm

Cheers!

1:06:00 PM