Thursday, August 17, 2006
Everything's back to square one again, as expected...Sometimes I wonder what's exactly wrong with me? Why do I have to feel like this? Is it really all worth it? On a logical point of view, it's obviously not worth it... but certain things it's certainly not within my control....
I noe noone can actually bring me out of this .. except for me, myself and I...
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It's of absolutely no significance to anyone no more.. It's certain .. it's true.. it's a reality to accept....The repetitive cycle is tiring and draining..... all this has to come to an end... this time around... it's really a full-stop.... it's no longer a comma ... not anymore....
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Not another sleepless night.. as i lay on my bed... having flash-backs on my mind....thinking thinking.... until i could feel my t**** flow...
I dont seem to be able to excel in anything in life... studies? nah i dun think so... Guitar? no not good at all... the 'feel' element is missing... i've yet to find it... ;-(.... Singing? .. nah worse......the 'power' element was never there.... relationships? forget it ....
I clearly know where i stand..
tt's why i always say liking to do something... doesnt necessarily mean u have to be good at it... u juz have interest in it tt's all...
Basically what i have to do now is to place my full attention on my upcoming exams...that's what i wanna do and that's what i should do....
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*It will be great to have a shoulder to cry on... and someone to hug when ya feeling down...**
*Everyone needs company... i'm no exception*
*To think that I nearly fell for the lies....i was juz another step away into believing.....however everything is so clear now... **
*Clearly see the difference... Y** are happier than before**
*Finally came to an end... Goodbye...**
Thursday
4.00pm
17-08-06
*heading off to work... :-(**
3:35:00 PM