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Sunday, August 06, 2006

My right eyelid have been twitching for days.... today's the fifth day...it's irritating me to the core...since wednesday it's been twitching on and off.... is there any cure for it? or do i just sit and wait for it to go away by itself? Oh gosh... some pple say right eyelid twitches signify that something good will happen.. well. .. i doubt so.. it's already been 5 days.. i only feel irritated tt's all... so i doubt that myth...

I got to face facts whether i like it or not.. tt's life... i was silly to believe in what i shouldnt believe in...my cousin also urged me to do the right thing... never look back into the past anymore... coz it's not worth it at all.. because the determination element was never there right from the start. . well at least now i've learnt and seen the truth.. the truth is ugly.. but then again acceptance is never a choice it's a must.... I learnt my lesson... happening once again.. as expected.. hard to trust anyone again... therefore never believe in anyone's words completely... no matter how convincing it may seemed...

Eyelid tremors apart... ntg unusual happened to me lately..still projects.. work and guitar... went out yesterday to have a look at some guitars... i still loved the light brown simple one... although it it cant be plucked to speakers.. but it really looked fantastic.... how nice if i could own one of those guitar.. :-p.. however i know lao shi will prefer me or whoever person who wanna buy guitar to get one that can be plucked to speaker.... but to be honest i dun find it tt useful as it will sound softer than a normal guitar if u don't pluck to speakers.. for me... i dun really get the chance to use the speakers anyway.. ...so will prefer the light brown one.. hehe

tt guitar really looks great... :-p... but dun think i can afford it... so i will juz continue to dream on first... then think of a way to save up... quite hard for me as i dun have time to work .. and the pay i get monthly will never be enuff... coz still got other expenses to deal with...
I will get the guitar one day.. the only way is to save up... wat else? go and rob a guitar... hehe

Thoughts.......

*Leading a routine everyday.... **

*I need a change... school sucks...**

*Is it so easy to fall in love with someone?**

*Never say things u are unsure of...it's unfair and irresponsible**

*Perhaps it was not a change... it's juz mere indecisiveness of not being sure of what one wants..*

*True love exist only when u found someone who's totally irreplaceable.., therefore never say u love someone when u can easily find someone to replace him/her....**

Sunday

9.45pm

06-08-06

Cheers!

9:07:00 PM