Saturday, September 30, 2006
Having a headache... i did not really sleep much yesterday night... I couldnt really explain ... coming to think of it... everything's rather unexpected... My first attempt...
Nothing was left uncovered yesterday... i did not expect things to turn out positive .... :-p....juz glad that it turn out to be ... :-p hope everything goes on smoothly :-p
I went to the pub last night again.. but too bad with my sore throat and blocked nose cant sing ... haha.. not ling zhen tui suo k... hehe.. Lao shi understand de... :-p...
It's ok i sing with my guitar outside the pub... i juz love singing soooo much that i have to sing even with a bad flu... hehe ... :-p
I decided to change the background song to another one of Jay's new songs... "bai se feng che".. hehe .. really a nice song.. i figured out the chords then play for lao shi to check yesterday night outside the pub to see if it's correct... he say "mei de tiao le lor.. hao lian le lor xian zai"... was so happy... dunno whether he got listen properly... not but still happy... Lao shi's really good in guitar so any comments from him means a lot.. :-p
I wanna perform this song... hehe... but muz wait till i nurse my flu back to health again first...
wish me the best of health then :-p
*我陪你走到最后。。能不能不要回 头？能不能别想太多？**
*希望你也感同深受。。。*
*因为我在等待永远。。*
Cheers!
30-09-06
Thursday
12.42pm
12:03:00 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Feeling... sick... coz of a blocked nose and a sore throat..... Being sick really sucks.....
Running out of stuffs to blog... mind's a total blank... is it blocked? juz like my nose ? probably...
Life proceeds on....still going to OB.... going to one some.. perform a few songs.... still rate my performance as juz passable... receiving compliments can be really encouraging.... :-p but i know myself that i still got lots of room for improvement....gotta inject more feelings and emotion into the songs i performed..
However, i'm glad that at least lao shi gave us a chance to get this experience.... these experiences allows for improvement... otherwise level will always remain stagnant....
At the moment.. can't talk properly let alone sing..... my sore throat hurts.... :-( cant wait for it to recover......sighz
Is somebody considered weird once we can't explain his/her actions in a logical manner? or was it juz because he/she is willing to do something that no one else dared? Maybe?
Guess this will be my shortest blog?
Signing off..........
Thoughts.....
*Singing and guitar is the ultimate joy at the moment**
*快乐的背后，难免带着一定的代价。。唯有包容能让快乐延续。。*
*我永远取代不了的，我 也 没试着抢求，我只会远远的在有必要的时候给予支持, 鼓励
与最真挚的祝福**
*不会，不该，不可能有结果， 一切都只不过是妄想，狂想，幻想而已。。。**
*我的世界不要让寂寞侵略，谈何容易**
Thursday
28/09-06
2.15pm
Cheers!
1:52:00 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Finally Imf had ended.although i muz admit how this job is really very energy consuming... however it's really a great experience...well at least i got to interact with the delegates directly..
i had quite a lot of exercise too climbing up and down.. walking to and fro with big trays with heavy plates on... i never knew i could actually balance a tray with 3 display plates on with one arm.. with the other arm carrying a tray jet/one airport.. and then managed to walk quite a distance.... haha.. it's one of the achievements i guess at the end of this event.... furthermore adding on to waking up at 4.30am everyday.. coz my shift starts at 6.... really a physical torture...
I also learnt that u only get to see people's true character when working... the bossy people will start to show their true colours by bossing pple around... the "smarter" people will volunteer to do the less tiring job.. leaving others to do the job that requires more physical strength.
Jobs like getting guest to sign bill .. setting up stuffs... is simply then carrying the heavy stuffs....
it all depends on how fast the person react to get the less tiring job...
要看开一点...
I guess it's only through working when u realise ur friends are not as good as u depict them to be... i mean some of them not all of course... its only when working when u start to have conflicts with ur friends... and when the initial beautiful image of ur friends gradually diminish during the course of working together.... :-(therefore i think it's best to avoid working with ur friends in future.. to avoid any conflicts that may affect the friendship... everyone has their own set of methods to handle something... there may be clashes between 2 individuals..
The busiest day was Sunday.. I did a 15.5 hrs shift.. never worked tt long before.. atmost 12 hrs max in the past.. 15 over hours.. carrying huge trays.. pushing huge trolleys... up and down... and besides my feet hurt coz of the shoes... i juz felt like dying with every step i took that day wearing that pair of damn shoes... the first time i felt walking is such a torture... and guess what after the 15.5 hrs shift i got to work at 6 again on Monday... sleeping only 4 hrs..
However... the good thing is i got tips from one of the Indian delegates.. he is one kind man .. haha .. he gave those people who served him during the IMF... 25 bucks each.. generous man...
:-p....and plus some tips of 95 cents.... i got a total of 25.95 bucks... haha... he said we provided excellent service, he enjoyed our service a lot :-p finally a tinge of satisfaction...
well.. he did made us run up and down to serve him haha... but it's all worth it now hehe...
I had worked in restaurants before.. but never received such a large amt of tip before..
Maybe .. working at room service... banquet isnt that bad after all.....if ur guest makes ur life easier of course..
**The recognition of a server's effort by a guest is the greatest gift a guest can give a service provider... **
Having expericenced life of a server for room service... these days... i totally understand that it's definitely a challenging and not an easy job... as u face different guests everyday... which brings about different situations... Learning to handle it well.. depends on experience... the strength required to carry the trays is already a great challenge .....
Made new friends too... i got to know pple from my own course whom i used to see in school everyday in the past but did not know them... a bunch of jokers i would say.. it's great to have pple like that when ya working and feeling stressed up... these pple say things that make u feel better ... by making u laugh haha... got to know more gian beng pple haha...
Tomorrow will be getting my IMF certificate.. finally... :-p...they are holding a thank you party... at suntec... in the afternoon.. got class later on so not going to stay till too late...
*如果能选择
我不想快乐一下子
我要快乐一辈子...*
*一匹野 马，要是越 拉它，它越不想回家..
但如果 试着放松它，给予它多一点的自由
，空间与关怀
它越是会主动想回家。。。*
*强逼一个人，留在你身边并不等于拥有幸 福。。
如果他真的爱你，他一定 会留下*
*我想我只能 继 续学习着，习惯一个人生活*
Thursday
21/09/06
2.22pm
Cheers!
1:16:00 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Here i am again.. juz back from the IMF training.. so tiring ... cant wait for the whole thing to end.. quite worried as to whether i will be able to cope with the workload.. the place is like a maze..high chance of someone like me to get lost...
Only slept for around 4 hours yesterday ...I sang at the pub again.. :-p.. this time round i'm not as nervous as before.. i think playing for Laoshi and xiao gu to sing is not easy.. haha i cant even hear my guitar all drowned by their singing...Envy their loud voices.. wish i could sing like that one day :-p..
after which I get to sing the second song.. this time finally changed song to "An Jing"... well jolly well hoped i've improved afterall it's the third attempt... (was glad that someone saw the slight improvement in me :-p I muz cont to improve improve improve.... in both areas... muz be Louder!!!... Muz have strength!!!... I know my standard is still way below but gotta try my best to push my limits and improve further...
Thinking about some regrets ... i do regret wasting 2 years.... one year in JC.. another year in retaking a subject.. if i had not wasted these 2 yrs then at least pple wun have the chance to keep commenting about the age difference both directly and indirectly...I noe it's an unchangeable fact.. hey if i can turn back time i wouldnt waste these 2 years right? but in life... there is No such thing as "If i cld turn back time".....
I know ..A fact is always a fact... but is it necessary for the constant reminder?
It's not up for me to decide...I possess no ability to hold tongues....
It's a matter of getting used to it...
That's life...*sighz*
A mixture of ups and downs is for sure to make life complete...if we never experience the down side of life before will we ever find the up side of life special? Without a blend of both.... life itself will be a monotonous cycle...
Guess what? I havent bought Jay chou's new album yet.. this is the first time i delayed till so long totally broke.. and furthermore i was too caught up with all the IMF training..the previous album did brought back some memories.. but anyway it's not impt anymore...
well...managed to figure out some of the chords for the "Faraway" song... except for one unsure part gotta seek Lao shi's help...
Complicated as life is we have to learn to look at life in a simpler way... luckily there's music in this world... otherwise life will be meaningless... all thanks to pple who make great contributions to the music industry... :-p
爱情如果是束 缚，为何你能爱得如此 轻松自 如？
是 非对错，不想再多说。。。
Saturday
09-09-06
9.32pm
Cheers!
6:29:00 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Finally hell's over... finally get to sleep more.. been burning the midnight oil every day of last week for the exams... it was indeed a torture.. ur bed is juz there but u noe u cant sleep... so near yet so far... but anyway it's over.. hopefully will be able to pass all the papers... I truly understood the joy of resting .. sleeping ...the whole of last week i sort of totally shut off from the outside world.. haha.... i can be a true isolated being... i studied with my friends.. though at times.. not exactly productive i would say........ coz was tempted to tok
Well. on the day of my last paper.. went to the pub lao shi work at... actually planning to go home early as i only had two hours of sleep the night before... but lao shi told me to perform a song on stage.. well.. second time..... played a chord wrongly..felt very :-(....... but lao shi says it's ok..it's ok to make mistakes but most important to learnt from it.. guess it's true everyone learnt from their mistakes to improve and get better... must really improve on my guitar skils..I hope to be able to improve in this area.. and singing... i wanna sing louder!!!
Went to visit my ah ma on Saturday.. she's became very skinny..... :-(... she cant see properly but she recognises me.. i played guitar for her.. her favorite song as loud as possible coz she cant hear properly too.. Juz wanna say that she will always be my ever dearest beloved grandma.. the best grandma i can ever have .. :-)... It pains me to see her shrink so much in size.. she is juz skin and bones now... *sighs*
Time really flies... a semester is over......in juz a blink.......it's already September...and Jay chou's new album is coming out soon.. :-) every year i waited for his album with great anticipation
:-p cant wait.... heard the new song "Faraway" .. one word to describe it Excellent!... he sang it with Fei yu qing... haha unexpected chinese singer who sing chinese oldies.. but it turned out to be very nice... and special... Jay chou is really a trend setter... i guess other artist will also follow him after this haha... Really admire his talent in Music... there is great improvement in his pronounciation too!!!! :-p
Been watching quite a lot of T.V lately haha.. mostly taiwan serials... although the plot is usually quite exaggerated.. but it's this reason that's why i love watching it... watching situations that will never happen in real life.... allows for a lot of room for fantasies and imagination haha...
But i love some of the things the actors and actresses say in the show.. those people will do anything to be with someone they love... the determination is very strong..... but in real life.. i doubt people nowadays show so much determination and faith in love...
Preferences can change everyday... used to be afraid of cats... but recently beginning to like kittens.. dun mind petting cats now.. except stray cats ... coz they dun like it too.. haha..their fur is softer then a dog's fur.. but still prefer dogs of course... :-p.. Cats are temperamental and independent animals... dogs are passionate and are more dependent towards their owners... dogs places their owner as top priority... :-p
*Wo dui yi wang de xue wen yi ran yi qiao bu tong...**
*Ah ma... Wo ai ni.. ni yi ding yao hao qi lai**
*Jia ru you tian kai ge chang, sui you yao chang?
ta bu ke dao xian chang, ren ran bai huo yi chang...
bu lian ai, jiao wo zen yang chang?
Ji shou qing ge, ge wo chang, hai shi mian qiang
tai qian ru he fa liang
dou bu ru ge zui ai zai er bian, di sheng wen rou de chang.. **
Meaningful Part of the lyrics of "Xia yi zhan tian hou"....* My eyelid is twitching again... not again... sighz..:-(**.Monday04-09-068.00pm Cheers!
6:55:00 PM
