Saturday, September 09, 2006
Here i am again.. juz back from the IMF training.. so tiring ... cant wait for the whole thing to end.. quite worried as to whether i will be able to cope with the workload.. the place is like a maze..high chance of someone like me to get lost...
Only slept for around 4 hours yesterday ...I sang at the pub again.. :-p.. this time round i'm not as nervous as before.. i think playing for Laoshi and xiao gu to sing is not easy.. haha i cant even hear my guitar all drowned by their singing...Envy their loud voices.. wish i could sing like that one day :-p..
after which I get to sing the second song.. this time finally changed song to "An Jing"... well jolly well hoped i've improved afterall it's the third attempt... (was glad that someone saw the slight improvement in me :-p I muz cont to improve improve improve.... in both areas... muz be Louder!!!... Muz have strength!!!... I know my standard is still way below but gotta try my best to push my limits and improve further...
Thinking about some regrets ... i do regret wasting 2 years.... one year in JC.. another year in retaking a subject.. if i had not wasted these 2 yrs then at least pple wun have the chance to keep commenting about the age difference both directly and indirectly...I noe it's an unchangeable fact.. hey if i can turn back time i wouldnt waste these 2 years right? but in life... there is No such thing as "If i cld turn back time".....
I know ..A fact is always a fact... but is it necessary for the constant reminder?
It's not up for me to decide...I possess no ability to hold tongues....
It's a matter of getting used to it...
That's life...*sighz*
A mixture of ups and downs is for sure to make life complete...if we never experience the down side of life before will we ever find the up side of life special? Without a blend of both.... life itself will be a monotonous cycle...
Guess what? I havent bought Jay chou's new album yet.. this is the first time i delayed till so long totally broke.. and furthermore i was too caught up with all the IMF training..the previous album did brought back some memories.. but anyway it's not impt anymore...
well...managed to figure out some of the chords for the "Faraway" song... except for one unsure part gotta seek Lao shi's help...
Complicated as life is we have to learn to look at life in a simpler way... luckily there's music in this world... otherwise life will be meaningless... all thanks to pple who make great contributions to the music industry... :-p
爱情如果是束 缚,为何你能爱得如此 轻松自 如?
是 非对错,不想再多说。。。
Saturday
09-09-06
9.32pm
Cheers!
6:29:00 PM