Thursday, October 05, 2006
Juz a month left ... or perhaps less than a month..... sometimes wonder of all people why must this happen? maybe i'm really a horrible person in the past this may juz be my retribution...? Well.. the worse thing is i can do absolutely nothing ... but to juz stand and watch everything happening ..... tt's life...
it's 3 plus in the morning... and i'm writing all this crap... i juz need an outlet to release all the tension...
Another crash from heaven.... since tuesday....
it's such crap... why others can juz do whatever they wanna do.. be with whoever they wanna be with... and yet i cant.... for me it's always filled with obstacles.... sighs.... i think i'm really not cut up for this.... i think it's fated that i will cont the life that i used to lead before everything ever happened..
*真的知道一切都只是自己的妄想,狂想,幻想..**
*我会期待,等待奇 迹。。也希望你不要放 弃任何一个能解决问题的方法**
*舍不得说再见,又能如何?不 想 你为难的我也只能 傻傻的望着你一个月后要离开
的背影。。又能如何?**
*等待会有结果吗?只有天知道。。**
*我又做错了什么?**
*
你真的会一直守在我身 边吗?**
叹气。。。真的就只有这个结果吗?
Thursday
3.15am
05/10/06
2:40:00 AM