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Friday, November 24, 2006

It's been quite some time since i last blogged... it's already the 24th...last blog since the 6th... tmr i got a presentation... sighz... cant get to sleep so decided to blog...i have been real busy with projects... work.. lately .... projects indeed sucks... stressful... the pain of getting everything done before the nearing deadlines... oh gosh... :-( it worsens when u dunno where to start... too much data...too little time... :-(....

Sometimes when i'm alone i start to ponder... if only i am a smarter person... if only i can absorb things at a faster rate...then school work will seem a lot easier.. then i can play more and study less... if only i'm richer..(dun have to work).... if only... in life there is juz too many " if onlys ".....

i guess it's normal for people to have these 2 words "If Only" in their minds ..... perhaps..it's juz the difference in frequency but i guess it will surely exist at least one time in each person's mind...or maybe more than once? .... maybe?

I guess it's because no one's perfect.... therefore we often find fault on our flaws and think of a couple of "If onlys" to get rid of these unwanted flaws in us.... or it's a situation that we wish to get out of... that's why we tend to use a few more "If onlys" to imagine ourselves out of the situation....

well.. but sadly "If only" is only a thought... it doesnt change anything... if it does.. the first thing i wanna change will be to turn situation B into A... but i do not have the power nor the ability to change anything...i felt so useless at times...maybe i am?

useless in quite a no of ways...
useful in ???

*也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷，甜言蜜语不是我的风格

但请你一定要相信，真心从来不会少一分。。*

*我相信只要紧紧抱著，你的手就温暖了。。无论睡著或醒著，我的手为你加温

就算明天崩塌又如何，只要我们手紧紧握著。。就算外面天再冷

我们都能一起面对。。。我陪你走到最后。*

*我不想放弃，也不会离你而去。。我全心全意，等你的消息。。相信会有那么一天**

*只要你不拒绝。。我会一直在你身边守着你，你呢？*

*我不知道明天过后会如何。。但我知道我希望我的未来有你。。希望你也和我一样*

Friday

2.50am

24/11/06

1:53:00 AM