Yet another long, hard day had passed me by... slept at 3 plus yesterday night(wednesday).... woke up at 745am...went to school early to hand in project..... after which had a test at 4... guess someone's too tired to ask me how's the test... slight disappointment....anyway....after the test .. there's another project discussion ... we discussed all the way till 5 plus ? cant really rem what time we left school... it was still raining ...
After which.. i came home.. decided to rush my projects tonight.... feeling sleepy i forced myself to stay awake the whole time... did what i should do.... e-mailed my work... and i'm writing this now... actually i can do it during the weekends.. but am afraid i might have to work.. and i cant do my projects on friday nights as i'm usually not at home.....tt's why gotta rush...
well.. tt's wat happened today... boring lifestyle... i would say... projects projects tests tests... sighz... Year 2 indeed sucks... tired as can be.. i want to write something down here.... somehow tonight... im on half-sleeping mode at the moment... tmr(friday) i still gotta wake up bright and early at 7.45 am for project group discussion.... sighz...i actually longed for a morning call tmr.. but i know ur tired...so i shouldnt bother u...actually i will feel happy even if u asked....i will not let u do it anyway, coz i noe ur tired..
even mere asking whether i need it... is a form of concern... and is enough to make me feel happy.... it's the thought that counts....
只要你问。。、心意就存在。。而 这样就够了你懂吗?
i hate a word... a 7 lettered word..... guess??
P-R-O-J-E-C-T
alright guess i shld catch some sleep now.. going to fall sick again if i continue being an owl everynight... and a cock in the mornings... giving everyone a morning call.. or morning cry? haha...not funny...
*我真的真的不是想听 你说我在为自己找借口, 所以不改掉 坏 习惯。。我只是想听你说。。无论我有没有改。。只要用心就 够。。无论我有没有改。。你仍然会在我身边守护着我。。不离不弃的。。一直站在我 身边。。**
*我不想听的 话。。往往 难以忘记。。它就像个烦人的苍蝇。。怎么赶。。也赶不走。。我也多 么想把它赶走。。。忘掉所有我不想听的 话。。但是不容易**
*好累。。真的好累。。。每天为功课忙。。为功课烦。。真是好累。。觉得生活好无情趣。。**
*你不会知道我多么想跟你借多一些些的安慰。。多一些些的 关怀。。。多一些些的关心。。但我知道 你最近好累。。我不想加重 你的负担。。所以难过时, 也宁可保持沉默。。装得若无其事。。
就算不想又能如何?
就因为不想你不开心。。**
是我的过度依赖。。还是过度贪心?。。我不懂。但真的好想。。好想。。。*
仍在等待着晴天的 来临。。
Thursday
1.00am
18/01/07
*但愿你的每一天都充满欢笑。。快乐又安全。。就足够。。*