Oh gosh.. i think i am going to do badly for my mice test today... shucks... should be studying yesterday night but was chatting over the phone haha... well should have prepared during the weekend but i procrastinate as usual.... sighz..... :-( didnt sleep well last night too... havent been sleeping well these days too.... tomorrow i got another test... sighz...hoping i can pass....
It's been days since i had any long decent chat with u over the phone.... it's been days since i had long decent sleep too... however i was quite glad that at least you are beginning to put in the effort to contact me whenever possible ... even if u have to do it secretly :-p appreciate that.... at least through this action i know that at least u cared about my presence .....small action like these do matter.... I guess i couldn't really ask for more attention than this already ... when u are already so tired...
I'm already getting the hang of it... at least with ur efforts in contacting me i do not feel as lonely as before... at least this action makes me feel that my presence means something to u ...hoping this can continue... :-p
想念你的拥抱

期待你的拥抱....
我对你这远距离的牵挂几时结束?。。:-(
我也只能数着思念的时差。。天天期待着你的回应.....:-(
Moving on to other issues in my life...... Some Humans get confused every now and then... some don't seem to be sure of what they wan in their life... some are not sure of who they wanna be with....some didn't know how to cherish a person important in their life...when they finally knew the importance of the person... perhaps it may be too late? ... regrets? maybe? still in touch after all that's happened? ya.. maybe i really dun see the point in bearing grudges anymore...this new friendship has enabled me to learn more about certain things too...the past is juz something for me to learn from.... sometimes u made me feel that u still had something special for me ....sometimes u dun... i'm thinking too much....anyway .....it's up to u whether u treat me as ur past or not...I have no control over that.......The present is a gift... and treasuring it is more important...

你背我走到最后。。。

可以吗?:-p
请你尽快回答我的 问题。。
25/01/07
Thursday
10.00pm
*feel like sleeping...........still gotta study :-(*
It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs.