Okie.. i'm officially 21 now.... how do i feel? dun really feel anything.. i juz felt i should post something on this day.... the day i was borned into this world........Birthdays are juz another ordinary day.. it's juz that mine happened to fall on New year's day... so it appears to be big coz everyone is celebrating it with me.... otherwise it will still be the same.....
Yesterday..my birthday eve 31st Dec... countdown wasnt quite a good one i would say.... went to a pub as usual... watch people perform... then left after 12... still got to waste cab fare... it wasnt really worth it.. if given another chance i would rather go else where... never to a pub to countdown..... with uncles who acted like kids coz they were drunk... now gotta wait till next year le.... quite a disappointment for yesterday's countdown... but forget it it's over... cannot turn back time ...in the end even ended up eating cup noodles for supper... kk.. cant help it getting poorer each day...
I havent got a birthday cake yet... juz wanna make a wish or two.... i dun think i will get one today either... actually without also can make wish le .... it's juz that too used to having one ...
greedy.... actually purpose is not to eat the cake.. juz make wishes .... blow candles.. cut cake.... have a slice... can throw away le hehe... no la... kidding...
another bad thing that happened today...Juz got scolded... by my mother... too today :-( for staying out late these days... :-(and plus it's already almost one .. and someone havent call.. think u're still sleeping..... sighz... disappointment....
The first time i called ... sleeping time again... second time... nearly became sleeping time for u again...
it juz allows me to think more negative stuffs only....
Don't give me hope when there is no confidence in doing something... it only dampens my mood.... certain things may not seem impt to a person... but may be very impt to another....
okie.. more energy is wasted if u say so.... i should be the one sleeping less.. i should be the one feeling more energetic ... getting less sleep.....I'm tired yes... but i'm willing to sacrifice sleep time... but i guess it does not apply to everyone... sighz.. :-(but if someone is really looking forward to something .. will him/her appear or seemed so unwilling to get out of bed? From the actions... it tells a lot about a person's enthusiasm... how much he/she look forward to something.... i dun think so.... i reckon i should even use the word look forward... not really suitable for this situation....
sighz...*juz another ordinary day...except for more messages in my inbox for those who remembered my birthday... Thanks to all my friends who remembered and wished me...i appreciate it..:-p*
*Happy New Year 2007 to all who's reading this now :-p enjoy a great year ahead...*
是我想太多 吗？还是幻想太多？
要求太高。。抱的希望又太多。。
我应该开 心。。快 乐。。做人要知足
就这样了。。。祝我生日快 乐
01-01-1986
12.58pm
Monday
It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs.
