Tuesday, January 30, 2007
生命的无常。。。
Life's fragile... unpredictable... nobody knows what will happen in the next minute..... therefore people should cherish what they have... cherish the pple around them constantly so as to avoid any regrets... coz no one knows what will happen ....
okie... have been busy lately.... as usual with the same things.... sighz.... I got 3 tests next week... Monday.. Service Proficiency test.... Tuesday the sucky opera test....totally lost during the lesson was basically dreaming and doing other stuffs thruout haha... and friday got Jap role play... :-(... wish me all the best... so many lines to memorise... and the script is not finalised ... shucks!
I finally know what's the main reason for me feeling so Exceptionally down for the past few days... it muz be Pms...it always makes me think too much ...during that period i only see the darkest side of everything around me... guess what i needed during that period is Extra assurances, attention and support from people who are important to me esp u.
I was happy that u have finally changed job... ur finally free from that sucky job :-p congrats!.. glad to see that u dun look so tired as compared to the previous job.... :-p at least ur able to call me and meet me more often :-p
Communication is the key... i shouldnt be too influenced by what others say .... tt's not being fair to u...and it also made matters worse.... as i could only guess and guess ....but eventually i finally told u how i felt... what a relief... it's tough keeping everything inside....... coz during that time i really thought u had no time to listen.... so i did not bother to say anything... which isnt good....u dun look happy either when i hide things from u.... so decided to be more open with u in future.... ok? Hiding things from u will only lead to more misunderstandings......and besides during that few days i was too needy..in need of someone's support ... n u had no time...so i was not thinking properly...therefore certain things happened without ur knowledge.... but it really isn't what u thought it was.... hope u really did believed what i said that day.... i meant what i said...
Gives me energy ... thanks:-p finished it long ago though
Constantly Needs more of ur attention, support n concern :-p pls.....
你还没有回答我之前的 问题。。。
只要有 你陪我静静的就足够。。。只要我们手牵手，你塔着我的肩。。我靠着你的背...我不感到寂寞。。看看白云和蓝天。。。就足够....我希望你关心多一点。。马虎少一点。。爱心多一点。。忘记少一点。。包容多一点。。体谅多一点。。细心多一点。。耐心多一点。。可以吗？我只要一直活在有 你的幸福中只要有 你就好。。我不要做 谁的天下第一， 我只要做 你心里永 远的唯一。。
It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs. *It's been 4 months already... Looking forward to Many Many Many More Never Ending months ahead of us k? *:-pCheers!
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