Monday, February 19, 2007
Chinese new year is quite boring.. at least to me...maybe coz i dun like gambling and also this week is supposedly my study week.... :-( i can't help but worry bout it on and off... my mind couldnt be totally at ease... havent really started studying yet... dunno if i got time to finish studying not... :-(
I tink i'm the only one who still got time to sit here write this... everyone shld be gambling away now... i juz dun see any fun in gambling... i think this is juz an activity to keep everyone busy during visits... otherwise what else can they do besides gambling? conversations wont last long unless they are doing something together...
To me ... besides the Ang Bao element... chinese new year is boring.... hehe... so practical...
This is a "special" Chinese new year due to the following changes:
Frst change... my family only went out of the house during evening time... we didnt go to my cousin's house coz my grandma is at my uncle house this yr..
otherwise there will always be this usual visit to my cousin's house at level 3 , first thing in the morning the first day of every chinese new year... to eat vegetarian food.. then we will always routinely proceed on to my godma's house... this pattern is a routine.. but not this year....
Second change will be this is the first time that the chinese new year week happen to fall on study week... :-(
Third change my whole family took public transport for visiting .. i dun quite mind this actually coz so used to taking it everyday.. but on CNY so used to sitting my dad's car for the past years...
However, one thing still remains unchange... the eating element...
during chinese new year it's hard to go hungry...... coz u get to eat and eat and eat .... ha!
According to someone, i'm suppose to eat more and put on more weight... ha! i'm not sure whether i can... coz i tend to stress too much about everything.... :-(
*承诺不算太遥远.....*
*从前不敢想的梦想。。透过你的眼光。。才发现梦想原来在前方。。。*
*没有谁能把你抢离我身旁。。你是我的专属天使。。
唯我能独占。。
没有谁能取代你在我心上。。能拥有一个专属天使。。就足够。。我哪里还需要什么愿望。。*
*当我难过时,我喜欢你轻轻摸摸我的头。。然后轻声的对我说“不要怕,一切会没事。。因为有你在。。你会一直陪着我。。一定会没事的。。。”。。对我而言,这种感觉比什么都珍贵。。*
懂吗?
*我们一步步地靠近终点,
一步步地。。小心翼翼地走向永远的方向。。*
有没有人跟你说过,我最讨厌被忽略
待续。。。
12:09:00 AM