Monday, February 26, 2007
3 more suffering days to go... 3 more papers.... wish me all the best... i'm hyper stress... i'm afraid... i'm nervous... the pre-examination syndromes.... u name it ... i have it....
Looking lerthargic.... looking like a living zombie.... haven't been sleeping ... eating.. well..
2 of my frenz said i looked very pale... very 憔悴... of course... with the amount of sleep and rest i get for the past week.... i shld be happy i'm still awake .... :-(
I now know having 2 papers in one day can be so tiring .... so tedious... so energy straining.... after today...i still got to relive the experience again on thursday again... sucks.. all the way till 9pm... one afternoon paper... one night paper...
A couple of regrets.... lost some precious marks that i shouldnt lose for the Accounting paper.... and for lodging... it juz takes away large part of my energy.... and my finger still hurts with all that writting of crap and more crap.....I bullshitted thruout... overall...it's a demoralising paper...
Sighz...................
It's always during exam periods like these.. i ask tell myself : " Why can't I be smarter? Why do i have to absorb and understand information so slowly?" Sian...If only... If only I was smarter...
I feel like a silly, clumsy turtle.. slowly climbing.....crawling slowly behind... while the rest are already far ahead of me.... sprinting, running towards their goal... :-(
still crawling on..........like a turtle....:-(
I need energy.... anyone selling? I need something other than coffee ..... coz i don't like to drink coffee... need something else..to keep me awake without feeling a tinge of sleepiness...
It's funny...I got a love-hate relationship with coffee... i love the smell of coffee.... but I dun like the taste of coffee....
I need energy.. I need brains.....
I need to replenish all the energy tat's being depleted......
I Hate Exams!
我不想做一只又慢又笨的乌龟。。。真的不想。。。
I Hate being a turtle....
*用四个简单的字来表达我的心意。。
"好想见你"。。。。*
Suffering continues.............
痛苦待续。。
6:09:00 PM