Saturday, February 10, 2007

Doozo Yoroshiku.. Jap role play's finally over :-p
又是我惹的祸。。我真的也不想这样的
又是我的胡思乱想...搞的鬼。。叹气。。
睡不能睡,脑海里都是你的画面。。
I wonder what's gotten into me yesterday... it wasn't what i planned... i speak without thinking... hurtful words juz unknowingly came out from my mouth... i'm not sure whether being tired is one fo the factors that affected me to be this way... but it's not really an acceptable excuse in the first place...
More often than not, the person who said those words have a higher chance of forgetting what he/she juz said... on the other hand the other person who's listening on the receiving end have higher chances of remembering what's being said to him/her.
I am a cautious person by nature...
I pay attention to small details that u may sometimes overlook... I know u r trying...i can sense the change in u too... hope u will continue to try pay more attention to the small small details........so tt i will not think too much
I am an attention seeker...
I enjoy having ur full attention... Need endless attention from u..... needed ur company so much last night, i couldnt think properly so i neglected certain things.... which i shouldn't..but the intention was simple; juz needed ur company for a while more........
Let's work together to build something stronger than before....

我真的不该再让胡思乱想有机会再伤害我们。。

对不起..
Actually i really appreciate the sacrifices u made for me... I remember it.. I appreciate it...
*I am weak when I know I have u to depend on*
在有你的世界里,我好象一个弱者, 我是无助的,因为知道身边有一个你,可以让我依赖。。
*In front of u, there is never a need to put on a strong front..*
*在你面前,我不需要伪装真实的自己, 只有在你面前。。我看见了真实的我。。*

我只想紧紧抱着你不放。。
就这么简单。。不需再多解释
*不要再说我把你当作空虚的工具了。。听得我好难受
对我来说,你绝对不是工具。。
根本也无法拿来做比较,
因为你太重要了。。。
懂吗?*

我是不是一头没用的笨牛?

鱼需要海才能生存。。鱼不能够没有海的相伴。。
我是一只游泳的鱼,感受你的爱。。一个眼神。。一个简单的举动就能够让我从水中得到足够的氧气,继续勇敢游下去。。
如果我是鱼,你就是海。。。拥抱我,保卫着我。。全世界只有你最懂我。。
那么你愿意做大海一直拥抱着我,保卫着我到最后吗???
12:13:00 PM