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Saturday, March 31, 2007

okie..i spent the day.. basically slacking.. figuring out the chords of customer's requests... mostly those songs that had once been a major hit.... okie with regards to yesterday's performance..okie i'm lucky to have a few supporters below stage to spur me on... previously i was pretty nervous as the pub was quite crowded .. typical for a friday night....

If only i can play every song that customer wants on the spot without any chords preparation.. juz like laoshi... with my limited guitar skills for now ... i doubt it... :-x my strokes are not up to quality ....everything has still got a whole lot more room for improvement.. to myself... i'm always a beginner in learning this instrument.. it's indeed not as easy as it seems to be....

U can spent like several hours practising some strumming pattern or a special stunt juz to get the hang of it... and to be able to present it smoothly at all times with any guitar.. but it only takes a few seconds or minutes for this particular pattern to be presented for pple to listen on stage..and furthermore despite the practises ... there is always a possibility of a mistake...and this mistake might result in the reduction of confidence which might affect the rest of the performance for the night.... :-x

Yea.. i made mistakes too.... i want to be really good in playing guitar but it's easier said than done....:-x sometimes feel that i may be a slow learner in every aspect of learning......:-x

okie....

a few setbacks yesterday...i was really surprised u noticed.... i thought i hid it well enough...i guess i can hide nothing from u....was glad that i have u around.... if not i will be at a total loss...:-p

不知不觉已经六个月了。。。时间好快。。半年的时间就这样不知不觉溜走。。。我会继续珍惜。。并且也好希望我能继续拥有你。。要你永远做我一个人的专属天使。。。

10:40:00 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

My beloved Darling Bambi :-p
Juz another rainy day....i got diarrhoea today too :-x.... sighz... i got a sensitive stomach....by the way..i hope that everything goes smoothly tonight... and everyone's happy... when everyone's happy.. i'll be happy.... i tend to get pretty much influenced by the moods of the people around me.. esp those i care about...

Today i got to be extra careful ... not to lose anything again.. i was feeling extremely moody for the past few days esp tuesday and wednesday... that i lost my temper yesterday... i wonder what's gotten over me... i juz lost my cool... and lost my temper over a minor matter... fortunately u didnt blame me...thks...:-p Perhaps u may juz be the only one who can tolerate my frequent mood swings...ha! U've seen all sides of me... the emotional side.. etc.....i wonder which side of me will be most likeable to u.. Ha!...

Appreciate ur presence and ur patience....:-p i also hope that u will be really happy tonight...genuinely happy tonight to watch me... when ur happy .. i'm happy... strangely....ur moods affect my moods the most.....

*我不知道晚上又会发生什么事。。。希望是好事吧。。一切顺顺利利。。大家开开心心的就足够了。。*

*我在乎你的出现。。也许世上也真的只有你能这样包容我的缺陷。。。我还是非常希望你能一直支持，守护着我。。你是我的专属天使。。。唯我能独占。。*

*我们能继续遵守对彼此的承诺。。。一起陪对方走到最后吗？*

7:05:00 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

现在已经是四点多了。。我还睡不着。。不知道要找谁倾诉。。。

今晚的演出，算是成功。。但我一点也不觉得开心。。也好久没有真正开心。。好怀念过去。。。我们好开心。。。我现在睡不着所以写了这些废话。。。我觉得好不知所错。。好难受。。。本来有的演出我应该好开心才对。。但你夺走了那个让我开心的权力。。我在台上不断微笑着，但下了台却要面对那沮丧，勉强着的你。。我必须拼命的想出该怎么让你开心些。。。无形中带给我一种莫名又难受的压力。。。这不是第一次。。我想也不会是最后一次。。下一次。。就要等我下一场演出了。。。

我每次演出。。就得面对那样的你。。有时觉得好疲惫。。。其实我只想要你，和我一起分享我的快乐。。。但是在每一次的表演。。。你因为太难过。。所以也渐渐在不知不觉中忘了我的需要。。忽略了以往不会忽略的事物。。。体贴也减少了。。。让我觉得真的好不开心。。。你说你笑不出。。这句话听进去后。。感觉不是很好受。。。我真的不知道应该怎么做。。。如果每一次的演出都需要面对那失落，没自信。。难过的你。。那我迟早会发疯。。因为不懂得解决。。。就算我愚蠢吧。。。

这问题也纠缠了我好一正子。。。始终没有解决的办法。。能做的我也已经尽力去做。。如果这问题一直不断出现。。我也不知道要不开心到什么时候。。。。
你每次说你会没事的。。只是一时才这个样子。。。但是看到你一次又一次的难过表情。。你觉得我会相信你吗？我不是白痴，我有眼睛看。。我有感觉。。。你以为你一句没事。。就能解除问题吗？

我觉得你好勉强。。。好失落。。。也影响了我。。要你真正的微笑好象不太可能。。。
我开始缺乏信心。。我不知道我下一步应该怎样做。。这件事不断在伤害我们。。。
表演几时也变得那么可怕？

我好想回到过去。。。。这到底是怎么一回事。。说好要陪对方走到最后。。但为何每一次都要为了表演而不开心。。我原本好期待的事情。。。现在也开始令我觉得厌倦。。。觉得累。。表演渐渐的失去它原本带给我的兴奋。。和快乐。。

我知道我不能怪你。。不是你的错。。我了解你为何难过。。。我都懂。。就因为没法让你开心所以不好受。。

好辛苦。。别理我。。我只是想发泄。。现在这个时间也只有电脑愿意陪着我。。。。:-x

4:28:00 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Knocked off ..tried to catch some sleep before performance... but i cant sleep...maybe not used to sleeping at such a weird time ... probably..mmmmmm :-x

Yes.. i'm a person who think too much... perhaps someone might juz say a little thing.. do a small thing.... i'm the type of person who will tend to input a lot of negative stuffs into the sentences and actions... when maybe the thing is juz an insignificant issue to the others.. ha!

Fears....

今天的心情不太好。。。别问原因，因为我不知道。。。突然心情低落了起来。。。

其实，我没有我想象中勇敢。。。我也害怕好多事物。。
我害怕寂寞，孤独，讨厌被冷落。。我承认我永远当不了独行狭。。。只因我不够潇洒。。我没想象中独立。。。我害怕黑暗在一个不熟悉的地方，因为看不见眼前的事物，我会感到茫然失错。。。我害怕被困在一个小小的空间，因为童年的阴影。。
那恐怖的阴暗角落。。。那好难呼吸的恐慌。。所以也不曾喜欢过电梯。。因为仿佛有被囚禁的感觉。。让我没有了安全感。。我害怕醒来发现身边爱惜我的人都不在。。都不再理会我的存在。。我也害怕被拒绝。。害怕失败不被认同的感觉。。。我还有好多数不清的害怕。。。

最后，结论是：我是一个没用的胆小鬼。。。

也许，那渴望被疼爱，被保护着的灵魂会比别人来得强一些。。我不晓得。。

但我知道

我永远都向往着陪伴。。。永远也要当那个被人照顾。。。被人宠爱，被疼惜，被人保护的那一方。。。

我渴望。。。在心情低落时，得到你的安慰。。注意。。得到真诚的关心。。

我不知道你还会不会愿意接受那么懦弱的我。。。那么胆小。。
那想太多.......没用的我.......
我不知道。。
因为我自己也不知道会不会接受自己。。

那么你会吗？:-x

6:50:00 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

u look quite shocked ar ? ha!

Pictures taken in school during practise before performance... :-p

I must say we are quite bo liao actually ha! :-p

Instead of practising we are actually slacking away taking pictures... ha!
but lao shi is not around... shhhhhhh lol ..haha!

Other matters....

From my recent experience, i further understood that there are many types of people in this world... even in my midst...

Hypocritical people who purposely tried to showcase what they have got juz to put others down... actually perhaps it's may be a sign of insecurity....but to be honest... when i'm given this chance i juz go about doing it despite the low benefits that came together with it....I really am juz doing what i like.... i definitely have no ill intentions to snatch anything away from anybody....I did it mainly for the experience....Well, There is no need to put on an act ...to prove that u r better than me... coz i know u r ...coz of ur experience.... i'm not having a competition with anyone.... I'm new in this... it juz helps to diminish the last bit of confidence i have...

Another related issue, I'm afraid i wont be able to handle everything on my own when u are not around.... i wanted ur company badly... seek ur support endlessly...

I was extremely glad to have u present throughout everything last night....honestly i really appreciate it... I really should not lose my temper on u..i have no idea what's gotten over me... perhaps the hope is already there... i imagined everything... so i was kinda disappointed when it didnt come true... i didnt know how to handle it so i juz lost my temper... so typical of me...maybe i was too overwhelmed by all the negative emotions i had throughout yesterday night towards that matter... so i flare up for the slightest reasons...

It's so weird... when i dun have the thing... i wanted it... when i finally have it i'm not ready to face with all the problems that come together with it....

The night before...i felt upset ...coz i knew u were unhappy... i was lost... i begin to think of which decision to make... should i ? or should i not? there are pros and cons in each decision made.. i told u last night....I guess i will leave everything to u... that will be the best decision....

如果不来，我会感到无助，失落。。少了一个我可以依赖的肩膀。。。多了一份不安的心情。。。。也少了一份安全感

如果来，又似乎对你不太公平。。。你或许也会不开心。。

所以因此被困在左右为难的情况当中。。。最后还是决定由你来决定你要或不要来。。

我必须不断提醒着自己你没来的可能性。。提醒自己别把希望抬得太高。。。就是为了要避免往后的失望。。。

我讨厌失望的感觉。。因为不好受。。

*acceptance is still key for everything to be a success....*

*I guess i will juz try my best... and hope for the best... ..tt's all i can do now.. practise practise, practise..... *

*My guitar string snapped again... but it's not my fault this time round... an expert made it snap.. guess who? Lao shi lo who else? lol....hA!*

1:05:00 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

3:12:00 PM

The video above is the movie trailer for a touching korean movie called "Hearty PAws"

*To hear the music of the video better can go see my friendster... i also uploaded this video on my friendster page...**

Go watch it to find out..........

To me, it is a great touching movie....a must watch movie

This movie is so touching... but if ur intending to watch do prepare tissue.... it's a necessary component needed for this movie.....

The lead actor is also very cute.... love small eyes.. ha!

I love this doggy.. it's a labrador retriever... smart ... intelligient.. huggable..extrememly adorable...excellent acting skills... bound to touch ur heart....

a movie ...even non-dog lovers will be moved to tears .....

after watching this movie i came across the video above... and i'm in tears again... :-x

Go watch it.. no regrets de... :-p

To everyone who got doggies: Treasure ur doggies at home as much as possible.... shower them with tons of love, care and concern... they will reward u with something more than u can imagine....

I saw everyone walking out of the cinema... with red.. swollen..teary eyes.... if the movie's ultimate goal is to make it's audience cry.. then i think it has succeeded...

I love Hearty.....

Do visit this Hearty Paws website to view the adorable pictures...
The words all in Korean though.....nonetheless enjoy the pictures....

http://www.maumy.co.kr

I Love Hearty...

Other thoughts before i end this post.....

*昨晚我也已经用尽全力来安慰你。。希望你明白我的心意。。*

*我并没有恶意。。完全只是为了你好。。。希望你能了解我的苦心。。我真的也不喜欢看到你不开心的样子。。。*

我不想欺骗。。即使说真话会让你难过。。但我仍然坚持要说。。虽然看你难过我会更难过，我还是要说。。只因我在乎你。。懂吗？

你懂我的心意吗？

*With regards to the audition.... Not much confidence to be honest....sighz... juz taking one step at a time.... Acceptance is still the key component for it to be successful....*

2:20:00 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

My sleepless night

okie i should be sleeping at this hour.. but i'm not.. didnt sleep well last night... had a headache now... i tossed and turned on bed last night but my mind remains alert throughout the night... i had everything u said replayed over and over again like an irritating scratched cd.... i revised the words.. the sentences... and somewhat or somehow i managed to transform it into something negative in a miraculous manner..my intention was juz to continue the conversation.. it's juz that simple.... the cold attitude was indeed unnecessary...

However, glad to say that everything is fine now... and u understood my intentions.... hope u really did...

The movie was boring.. luckily i watched it with u ha! U make it less boring.... :-p However, i got a major regret of not browsing thru the posters before deciding on the movie....After buying the tickets i realised i wanna watch "Pursuit for happiness" ... i guess i will juz wait for the DVD to be out ba... coz of cash flow reasons.....:-(... :-x.. i think i only got enuff for the doggy movie "Hearty paws" ..i can only choose one.. so i got to give the other one up for DVD .. too bad... :-x

Oh gosh!.. wasted money on a movie that's not suitable for me... could have used the money to watch the movie i wanna watch.... it's my fault for not browsing first before deciding... :-x

Regrets ..... sighz... :-x

Way back into love

I finally figured out the chords already for this song... simply love this song... hope u can faster master this song.. then we can sing together ...
:-p

A "Hypocrite" in our midst
(i'm not even sure whether she is a not hA!)

I begin to feel that my back hurts.. perhaps someone has been stabbing me from behind many times...i thought she's longed gotten over it.. actually accpepted her as my friend...but i dun think she thinks the same way now..
i begin to suspect that she deliberately played me out that day....
the look in her eyes focusing on our acts of affection was a bit too obvious...but i guess she doesnt realise it...it juz makes us feel uneasy... anyway i dun think she will go any further...

I am really unsure if she is really what i think she was.... maybe it was over-sensitivity on my part? so i shouldnt judge too confidently... but from the words she wrote.... it juz adds on my doubts on her even more.... everything's too coincidental....

i shall see.... anyway not much chances already.....

*还不赶快教我。。。教我一个方法能够让我想你少一些？*

*那或许对你的依赖会减少。。你的负担也会减少。。。那你或许也会幸福些。。*

不是吗？

如果是快教我吧！

Actually written on 18-03-07, 3am

3:27:00 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

I got to know this song through "Music and Lyrics" .... Movie's great... Song's great...
Fallen in love with this song...Great catchy melody .. (couldn't stop humming the tune when i juz got out of the cinema hehe :-p shemin shld noe).... oh loved the lyrics too..:-p illustrates how i once felt last time... so put it as my blog song.... hope everyone will like it too...:-p

okie going to try to figure out the chords for this song... and then play it with my limited guitar skills .. ha!

Btw thanks shemin and frances for the song and lyrics... :-p lol

Enjoy the song!!! :-p

Here's the lyrics.....

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end ...

*Finally found my Way Back Into Love.....*

*也终于让我好不容易的找到一个人, 让我能够再一次相信这世上真的有爱的存在。。*

2:06:00 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Been slacking out with my all-time best buddy shemin... HA!

We are the most zi-lian pple of all!! hA!

Food.....yummy!~

I enjoyed my movie and time we spent together... looking forward to our next outing soon!!!
:-p "Music and Lyrics" was in fact better then i thought it was... :-p maybe also coz of the fact that i juz wanted to watch a movie..... coz it's really been so long since i last watched...... to satisfy my movie need....

Moving on to other matters...
I got a shock when i received an sms for my exam results... coz i didnt expect it to be yesterday.. i thought it was next week... okie... i i got another shock when i saw a smiley face... beside MICE... which means no grade appear beside this particular module... and that was the module which i have least confidence in passing.... i checked online to double check my results... okie i passed...

I was pretty glad that i do not have to take any supplementary papers...can at last set my mind at ease... I juz dread the thought of taking supplementary papers..... Phew... what a relief!!! :-p

Anyway...although i passed but my GPA dropped.... :-x sighz... i expected it ... actually i was not really extremely disappointed.... juz disappointed.... i have to admit i'm not really a smart student or someone who's academically inclined.... as a student i'm a slow learner i rem mentioning this before... slow like a turtle.....I really did tried my best.. and if this is the results i get ... i shld juz accept it... sometimes think i cld do better if i made consistent effort.... however sometimes think i don't when i'm studying... the more i study the more i tend to forget ...

For this semester, my coursework grade is also not so good..... so expected it.... for MICE .... pass is fine for me.... HA! anyway forget about it.... it's over.... finally....i worry most for this module...
Exams finally over... which means the worry period for the results also over le..

Us
Well, it's finally brought into the open... my parents had finally knew about it..... there's no need to hide anymore ... at least only in front of my family....I hope u dun feel too awkward yesterday night... i really do enjoyed ur company... hope u enjoyed mine too ...
did u?

*多余的关心。。慰问。。体贴。。对我来说是一种莫名的幸福。。*

*你是第一个让我有一种怪怪的感觉的人，第一个让我想继续依赖到永远的人。。。*

*跟你一起时，时间如火箭般迅速流失。。单独一个人是。。就度日如年。。
你是否也有同感呢？*

*你对我的关心，疼爱与体贴的举动我永远也不会嫌太多。。。所以你不用太吝啬。。*

懂了吗？

12:44:00 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

我可不可爱？

Today i'm experiencing menses cramps ...:-x...... sighz......it's tough being a girl........

ya .... anyway i'm crapping again..........

I can't wait to be well again..... gimme a day or two.......... ha! Havent bring my bambi for her annual vaccination...... :-x..... gotta fix a date soon... I havent been sleeping well these days......

reason? unknown...

All of a sudden felt quite needy....... maybe coz of the cramps... needed company... however lack the energy to go out to seek for company.....

So now i noe why am i so emotional .. so down... so moody...these few days.. so it's really pms.... "property management system" .. ha!.. k fine.. not funny... :-x hA!

juz penning down some thoughts.....

well.......

*突然好期待你的出现，好让我治好思念。。。*

*我不喜欢你给我开空头支票。。。答应我的事情。。要记得做的到。。如果做不到。。那先不要答应我。。我好讨厌，将原本拥有的希望转变成失望。。。
知道吗？*

*随传随到只能幻想，现实是不容许的，我了解。。
你只要愿意尽力的用行动来表示，你对我的在乎。。关心。。让我知道，每天正在为生活埋头苦干的你，无论有多忙。。多累。。也从来不会忘记我，我都一直在你心里。。你也一直时时刻刻地在为我操心。。为我担忧，就足够。。*

可以吗？

*能不能告诉我为何在每次和你告别的时候。。总会有一种莫名。。强烈的失落感。。一种沮丧的感觉。。我想要把它除掉。。。

你说好吗？

你教教我吧!

记得教我喔!

3:13:00 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

My darling...posing

I was in fact fuming yesterday.... got played out by a friend of mine....sighz.. forget it.... I should forgive and forget... I should believe it was not a deliberate act to get back to me or something....coz she appears to have changed... and was nicer than before.....i guess it was juz over-sensitivity on my part... I've always been paranoid..

Well... after which i was in guitar school... I feel so sian throughout.... if it's not for u i would not even turn up... I dunno partly coz of that incident.. another part is i have not been learning anything new for the past weeks.... I think it's time for me to either quit or switch to individual...
It's hard to concentrate on a student in a group i guess.... but then again i do not really have the luxury to choose what class to sign up for due to cash flow problems..... so i might end up juz quitting then maybe ...come back when i have the cash again?... Nobody knows what's gonna happen in the future.....

I was basically feeling not too good coz of this yesterday night..... another reason will be ... It's really been a long time since i last performed...ya so wat if i'm tired of waiting... still got to cont waiting... it used to be something i look forward to weekly but now.. things changed...it should be okie..coz it's been ongoing for so long le.... actually i have already longed gotten used to it.... juz felt like complaining....maybe because the passion for performing is not completely dead yet.... haha....

Waiting ..............................

*I was grateful to have u around with me yesterday though..... otherwise it would have been worse....*

I think i'm having pms... coz i've been rather negative lately ...and i constantly needed someone's company i dun wanna be alone.....

A simple last minute switch in the plan of going singing instead of watching movie which was decided long ago....

I begin to let my crazy mind wander...... many crazy negative things.... Reasons to my disappointment ....

1. Cash shortage problem...
2. perhaps i already went singing earlier on this week and now i'm going another time this week...
3. perhaps i never watch a movie for soooooo long......long until i do not have a specific movie to watch.. juz plainly Wan to watch... ha!..
4. perhaps i have been looking forward to watching movie today .......
5. perhaps the movie plan was decided quite some time ago....

I was pretty shocked myself when i actually preferred movie than singing .. the first time in my life i chosen anything over singing.... ha! I actually felt a tinge of disappointment after i learnt about the change in plan from movie to singing...

Due to the above "perhaps reasons" i guess to experience a certain level of disappointment was understandable.... ha!

Maybe it's not completely coz of the movie....

也许，因为只想要和你单独相处。。对我而言，这是珍贵的。。。。我不想浪费

你在还没有搞清楚我愿不愿意之前，就已经决定好了。。

ya.. anyway after rattling on for so long ya... i'm still going singing later on...I dun wish to be a spoil sport...

下次再看吧.....

Okie gtg...

12:21:00 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

It's been days since i last blogged.... lacking the inspiration to blog? i dunno ... i usually only felt like i had to blog when i felt strongly towards something or someone.......it's somewhere to vent my emotions.... changed my blog song... i really preferred JJ's version of this song then Vivian's version....... i love his voice and the way he presented this song..... but it's short coz it's concert version.........

Actually i should be the one who knew the decision more clearly than anyone else... everything was a mistake .... maybe it all comes down to the word "timing" the timing was right...... I was feeling unhappy at that point in time... ya... and another word "distance"... it was juz so near during that point in time.... well... a mistake is still a mistake...I was being muddle-headed .... I wasnt thinking properly.....

*I sometimes hope that u r the one doing some of the things he did*

*I never knew I meant so much to u until after my confession........I thought u r more bothered with something else than me.....
对不起*

*Everything was more than crystal clear after I saw ur reaction....I didnt expect it at all... I felt strongly towards it... and i knew what i wanted*

*I saw my heart thru ur reaction...*

However I still longed for occasional surprises from u......I dun really like u to forget the things i told u........u know?....are u willing to do certain things for me even without me having to say ???

What a girl wants....

很少男生真正知道女生真正需要什么。。。

女生其实需要，被需要，被重视，被赏识，被欣赏，被疼惜，被保护，被不断呵护着。。希望有惊喜。。希望说的话都被对方牢牢的记住。。。希望有些事不必自己亲自开口对方就已经知道并且用尽全力的用行动表示出对女生的重视。。

小小的事可能对男生来说简直是微不足道。。但对女生来说可就非常重要了。。

我希望关于我的大小事你都能够重视。。。因为我也一样重视你的一切大小事。。。

可以吗？

10:58:00 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

I always felt that there's a reason behind everything... behind every sentence.. every word .... every action...I was in fact on high spirits today... went to Mary's house had a great time... enjoyed myself... was smiling and laughing happily together with them.... until later my mood took a change... for some reason......it went down ....and i find it hard to smile and laugh the way i do in the afternoon...

The reason?

Confidential....

Now i cant sleep... was practically recapping everything all over again...... playing like an old film.............feel a little hungry too... but i dun have the mood to eat...
I was happily laughing...comfortable with everything in the morning ... in the afternoon.. didnt expected by night... mood changes......

of course everything changes..............

I juz felt down......... juz complaining.........

小小动作真的胜过于一千。。一万个字。。。

每次指出需要改正的地方。。我觉得自己真的好差劲。。

*突发起想。。觉得自己样样不如别人。。什么也没有。。就只有一大堆的缺点。。。。*

突然难过。。。虽然不用改了。。但心里还是不好受。。。

我是一个神经有毛病的家伙。。。不用理我。。。

真的厌倦了吗？

现在才发现“厌倦”这两个简单的字可以那么伤。。。

3:01:00 AM

Friday, March 02, 2007

Finally over... Finally..... ha!

But i'm worried for the results now.... sian........i was looking so forward to yesterday night.... i thought of going here going there... meeting u .. meeting everyone.... However i was juz too shacked to meet anyone in the end.. so tt's it... 10 days of suffering with my notes ... the sleepless nights.. having stressed levels on the peak..... looking like a living zombie.....had passed me by finally...... i would not say they passed me by like a flash though..... it's the longest 10 days....

anyway hope i can pass ....

I was rather touched to receive a card and a chocolate from my cousin during these ten days...

The card says:
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Difficulties???

Life's ups and downs
provide windows of opportunity
to determine your values and goals.
Think of using all obstacles as stepping
stones to build the life u want.

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Rather motivational....I love it... thks cousin :-p

Small actions like these which doesnt necessarily have to take up so much of a person's time and energy matters to me..... it's the thought that matters no matter how small the action can be......
juz the thought that the person actually made the effort to do something for u.... no matter how simple and small makes me happy.....

Love surprises too....

*目前已经有十天没见到你了。。。*

*每次见到你的时间又不长。。*

痛苦终于结束了。。。

3:41:00 PM