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Saturday, March 17, 2007

My sleepless night

okie i should be sleeping at this hour.. but i'm not.. didnt sleep well last night... had a headache now... i tossed and turned on bed last night but my mind remains alert throughout the night... i had everything u said replayed over and over again like an irritating scratched cd.... i revised the words.. the sentences... and somewhat or somehow i managed to transform it into something negative in a miraculous manner..my intention was juz to continue the conversation.. it's juz that simple.... the cold attitude was indeed unnecessary...

However, glad to say that everything is fine now... and u understood my intentions.... hope u really did...

The movie was boring.. luckily i watched it with u ha! U make it less boring.... :-p However, i got a major regret of not browsing thru the posters before deciding on the movie....After buying the tickets i realised i wanna watch "Pursuit for happiness" ... i guess i will juz wait for the DVD to be out ba... coz of cash flow reasons.....:-(... :-x.. i think i only got enuff for the doggy movie "Hearty paws" ..i can only choose one.. so i got to give the other one up for DVD .. too bad... :-x

Oh gosh!.. wasted money on a movie that's not suitable for me... could have used the money to watch the movie i wanna watch.... it's my fault for not browsing first before deciding... :-x

Regrets ..... sighz... :-x

Way back into love

I finally figured out the chords already for this song... simply love this song... hope u can faster master this song.. then we can sing together ...
:-p

A "Hypocrite" in our midst
(i'm not even sure whether she is a not hA!)

I begin to feel that my back hurts.. perhaps someone has been stabbing me from behind many times...i thought she's longed gotten over it.. actually accpepted her as my friend...but i dun think she thinks the same way now..
i begin to suspect that she deliberately played me out that day....
the look in her eyes focusing on our acts of affection was a bit too obvious...but i guess she doesnt realise it...it juz makes us feel uneasy... anyway i dun think she will go any further...

I am really unsure if she is really what i think she was.... maybe it was over-sensitivity on my part? so i shouldnt judge too confidently... but from the words she wrote.... it juz adds on my doubts on her even more.... everything's too coincidental....

i shall see.... anyway not much chances already.....

*还不赶快教我。。。教我一个方法能够让我想你少一些？*

*那或许对你的依赖会减少。。你的负担也会减少。。。那你或许也会幸福些。。*

不是吗？

如果是快教我吧！

Actually written on 18-03-07, 3am

3:27:00 PM