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Thursday, May 24, 2007


今晚的我,坐立不安,心情七上八下的, 复杂得很。。。。

是我过分紧张吗?

今晚,发现原来等待可以那么难熬。。。那么辛苦。。。


原本以为我可以忍受,可以接受也可以若无其事。。。。但现在发觉或许从一开始我就没有真正放开过。。。。我并没有想象中那么宽宏大量。。。我是自私的。。。是吝啬的
是我不好......

我应该相信你。。。但我无法阻止自己不去想象那种种坏的可能性。。。。 我没办法。。 真的 :-(



但那种守株待兔的等待实在不好受。。。明明知道想了也于事无补。。但头脑仍然拼命想。。。明明知道做也没有能力做到些什么。。。所以也只能呆呆地坐在这里等待消息。。。



我等你。。。我全心全意等你的消息。。。


我正耐心地等待着晴天的到来。。。。


我还要等多久呢?



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