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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Tomorrow's a Sunday... guess it's homely day for me..... stuck within the four walls of my room..... guess i might blog again tomorrow... well depends... not that i really have got nothing to do... in fact i have work to do........ it's juz that i prefer to idle my time away.... ha!

Staying alone at home shouldn't be too bad.... not like it's never happened before... it's juz that i was actually expecting the presence of someone at first.... but it eventually turn out to be a careless letdown.... it was not deliberate.. but the disappointment element will certainly be there... i will be lying if i said there isn't.....so wun deny it....

However, i must say that; the hugs, the kisses and the words of console and assurance did helped to soothe the insecurities within me... I felt better tt way..but the disappointment factor remains....i try not to show it too much though....to be honest, i'm not looking forward to tomorrow as much as i have looked forward to today , yesterday night....

What is the definition of over-dependence on someone? Is it the urge to meet a person every possible minute of everyday? Is it the experience of pure disppointment when the meeting was cancelled? What is over-dependency? What are the reasons causing it? What qualities make up over-dependency?

到底，我算不算是过度依赖？那到底恋爱和依赖又有什么不同？

也许，只有象我这样的白痴才会问这样的愚蠢问题吧。。。

拥抱。。。吻还有肯定的安慰句子。。。的确让我感觉比较安慰。。。。没有在责怪谁, 但不知为何失望仍固执的留在心中的一个角落倔强的不肯离去。。。。

怎样才能去除不必要的失望心情呢？

我还在思考当中。。

但我相信我是开心的。。。

11:52:00 PM