It's a raining and gloomy day today..
I dun feel as itchy as the past few days now..
Finally..
left with juz a few patches here and there..
Not in the best of moods today, a few unhappy incidents encountered...
Well, everyone is different, with different perspectives towards different situations, in all, no one's to blame... it's juz a difference in thinking...but still can't help feeling upset over it...didn't expect it to be like that.....
anyway it's over, there won't be a next time anymore. It's really not hard to actually sense the unwillingness... it's juz that i chose to think of myself as being over-paranoid... but guess now all's clear... no more doubts.. no more question marks.. I sort of got the hidden meaning, the mask is being revealed...
Moving on with a heavy heart...into other issues...
Some unhappiness experienced too today... difficult to put it
down into words but it's the feeling of wanting to help but can't do much to help...in other words, having the heart to provide help, but do not have the ability to do so.....that's sad...but it's unavoidable in life.
i guess everyone has got to stand for their own rights, know when to voice out when the situation is unfair. I don't believe in taking every mistake as ur own whenever the situation becomes unfavourable. It does not solve the problem, instead it juz caused others to view u as someone who is nice to take advantage of. There is often a second time and a third time and the situation might become worse, therefore, taking all the blame, and keeping quiet is not the solution to the problem.
As humans, having too much of the soft side, often cause someone to lose out. I do not think it's worth it...
it's only worth it if u enjoy being in such a situation.... but i dun think anyone will enjoy this... having too much of the soft side is not good... as having too much of something is always not healthy...it juz gives others more room to step all over u.... it depends on yourself.. it's up to u to decide what is best for u... Otherwise, i can actually picture similar problems appearing no matter where ..
Today i felt lousy.... not only due to all these matters... i also receive like 3 prank calls.. i wonder who is that idiot... who called and mumbled some shit language that i dun even understand.... and worse still, the previous call i received have vulgarities in it... not going to pick up any of such calls ....
Matters became worse when i cant find my bloody keys... and coz of that i cant go anywhere out of the house... juz slap me..
I'm stuck in this house all alone...
Juz when i can't go out anymore...
guess what?
The keys appeared...
everything Sucks!
I hate today!!!!!!!!!
Haven't really started on the books yet ...
sighz...
*I can't do much to help, no matter how much i wan to... u have to be strong and help yourself... but one thing's for sure, u have my support..*
*Rotten luck today....:-(*
*I can't wait for the 27th.....*
*My cravings for chocolates is working up again.. !**
*Hugz n kisses are only precious when it's real...*
*Wun be getting any today...*
