Friday, September 21, 2007
Humans are borned complicated.....
I'm no exception
perhaps not as matured as others..
To be more crude..
I'm childish...
coz I allow emotions to rule my mind...
If given a choice i would rather be a guy...
Then perhaps be less emotional.. less dependent....
and become happier..
Waiting is not exactly an enjoyable activity to me...
yet another sleepless night.....
我以为忙碌是解药
结果发觉
即使,有事在忙,心情还是没有真正好过些。。。
今天的我,格外感性。。。不知觉的会流眼泪。。。会寂寞。。。天天出去,又不可能,若不这样,家里又剩下我一个,面对四面墙,感觉更寂寞。。。难过。。。
相信今天是我的低潮日。。
感受不到电话里的关心。。。
感情是一个难懂的东西。。。
开始怀疑自己,到底适不适合。。
叹气
1:47:00 AM