Thursday, September 06, 2007
I haven't wrote anything here ever since i came back from genting..
The Bus trip towards genting was long ....I always thought long journeys sets a person thinking...
I always thought about many many stuffs when i'm on the bus, it doesnt matter whether if i had company a not on the bus, as long as i'm not talking, staring blankly out of the windows, u know i'm thinking about stuffs....basically everything..
But this time round, for most of the time on the bus, my mind circulate around one person. It's been almost a year, but I still missed this person the most...
On the bus, i start to reflect on my past trips to Malaysia.... the reason behind my past trips to Malaysia is always this special person, almost all the time...
As i sat on the bus, gazing at every tree we drove past....reminds me deeply of my past trips to Malaysia to see this person..... This time round, i wonder why, but on my subconcious mind, i am still thinking that i'm on my way to meeting this person... how naive can i get?....thought the fact is i'm actually going to genting...
But reality often bites, i know i can never turn back time..to see this special person again...Everytime i thought of this... I can feel wetness in my eyes...I juz sat there with tears rolling down my cheeks... I didnt know my reaction would still be as strong...
I really missed u ... so much so much... more than words can describe...
I thought i gotten over it as it's been almost a year, but everytime when i'm alone esp when traveling for long journeys.. i can't help but have the face of this person imprinted on my mind...My biggest regret is I didnt even get a last chance to say goodbye ...
it's probably impossible to use juz mere words to describe how i feel...
我们都很想念你,在你离开以后这些日子里。。。
能够拥有你是我的福气。。。
无奈的每次想起,眼泪就会不听话的象海水一样来袭。。
有时候,我只想用自己全部的努力,换回你坚强的生命。。。
你松开了双手,把温柔都带走,
遗憾的是我连说声再见的机会也没有。。。
只希望你能快乐,永远无忧,所有的幸福都在你左右。。。
如果,时间能倒流,我好想在抱抱你一下。。。让一切暂停,让你能感受多点温馨。。。
我好想念你
是真的。。
我还没来得及跟你说句我真的好爱你。。。。
4:05:00 PM