Friday, September 21, 2007
Since when Fridays become so sucky?
It has been since the previous friday last week...
if only i can juz get somebody to accompany me the entire day
Tuff...
Impossible
Everyone got their own commitments...
Loneliness....
Life sucks..
When everyone's buzi...
When the cable tv box is not working
When my ear phones are almost spoilt....
:-x
and i am broke...
I cant afford one....
gRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Why muz my ear phones spoil when i'm on financial crisis...?
Having toked to someone today with regards to the relationship between love and money
I suddeny start to ponder..
Is money or love more important?
as a person grows older, then a person will slowly realise that 2 people cannot survive on love alone... sometimes insufficient funds may be a problem to a relationship too...
It will be a pleasure to be in a relationship never having to worry a thing about money..A relationship free of financial problems will be great.. as money issues often leads to unhappiness...
it's tuff..What about during dating? is it better to go dutch? juz in case u break up and u wun feel so indebted to the person? It will definitely be great to have someone to splurge on flowers to make ur day, bring u to restaurants during special occasions, comes pick u up with a private transport after a hard day's work... These are probably the dream of many women... but not everyone have this form of luxury.. coz life's like that.. u dun usually get what u want...
Typical qualities people wan in their husbands will be rich, sensitive, faithful, caring, understanding, responsible... but in life doesnt mean u wan, u will get them.. that' s why it's called dream guy.... such a person probably dun exist.. maybe the one u are with may satisfy some of the qualities but definitely not all.... it's juz a character u wish to meet...
Therefore, reality bites...
Life is unexpected... even if u find someone very rich... who knows the person suddenly experience bankruptcy? as many things can happen over the years... that's when the true test begins.....Once rich doesnt mean always rich...
but sometimes in life, it's sort of fated... with the circle of people u know out there, one of them might be the one who will stick to u for the rest of ur life... but will there be happiness forever? no one can guarrentee? it is a gamble...
For me, being very rich is not compulsory, but it's very important for a man to be someone who's dependable, hardworking and financially very stable...someone who doesnt require his family to worry about him financially at all.. someone who has the ability to support his own and his family's needs....To me, It is a basic form of security that a man should give to his family...
So i juz have to pray hard that I will end up with someone like that eventually...
If he's going to be someone u are going to spent the rest of ur life with, of course he has to be dependable, hardworking and financially very stable ..unless u wan to be stuck with someone constantly in debts? will there be happiness? i suppose not....u might even live in constant stress of repaying all the debts...
Oh gosh, it's a friday night, and i'm stuck here.... talking bout all this...
It will be great to find someone to accompany me to visit many many countries all over the world one by one.... WOW... that will be like a dream come true...happiness to the ultimate.. love to travel...
maybe i'm getting sick of here.. i juz wanna get out of here!!! have not been getting what i wan lately.......
*除了写还是写，愿望如果真的能实现就好了。。。*
距离让彼此少了互动。。。少了沟通。。。一切要从新去适应。。。对我而言，不容易。。。
想象自己，若回到当初单身时候会是怎么样呢？
陪伴对我来说，可欲不可求。。要学着不要太执着，难为了自己。。。
*哪个女人不爱被宠爱？不爱被呵护？ 不爱被保护？不爱被甜言蜜语围绕着？*
我也只不过是个 普通女人*
最近，感觉到感情的不容易。。。开始对自己缺乏信心。。缺乏安全感。。。怀疑自己是否适不适合。。。也感觉有些力不从心
幸福到底是什么？
8:45:00 PM
