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Tuesday, September 18, 2007


Training wasn't that bad after all..

Made a few new friends...

one leaves a deeper impression on me...

as there are juz too much coincidences btw me and her...

Outing was ok...

but the hot sun sucks..

but i wouldnt like it if it's raining ...

hard to satisfy....

I didn't know museums can be so entertaining.. i kinda love the Chinatown Heritage Centre....
It's so realistic...everything... from items right to the living conditions of the people... i can actually feel the hardship they went through.....it's juz so realistic.....it's fantastic... i find it really interesting .. it's the only attraction in which i didnt yawn even once when i'm in it...

Moving on ......

Been guessing a lot lately...

Constant guessing sucks...

It's uncontrollable for me to stop it...

I know the situation is not within our control...

tt's why it sucks..

The mind automatically juz kept wandering... keep guessing...

Guessing whether there's a meeting...

Not a nice feeling....

I dislike it too....

in fact a lot..

But i can't control myself at times...

I've tried to keep myself buzy ....

as it's not within anyone's control

due to the situation

Sometimes i wonder if i'm better off back into original state....

will it be better...

No excess thoughts to deal with....

Will my mind be able to find more peace then...

as the mind will adjust to it's original, untouched state...

back to where it all started..

when there's nobody special...

If the mind return to it's original state, it will naturally realise that nobody's obliged to be there when u need them at all times....it will be back to it's independent state...become less demanding....with less requests......

then perhaps the mind can find more peace...

with peace... happiness may follow...

maybe i've been a burden....

Dun wish to be a big burden

I dunno how to put it all in words how i felt..

The amount of mixed feelings....

so much so u wanted to blame someone .. but u juz cant but ended up juz blaming urself..

一个人若没有要求，会不会更快乐一些？

**现在知道，原来专属天使只有在童话故事里才存在着，现实生活中根本不可能有。。。**

原本以为有，原来是自己的妄想。。。












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