Saturday, October 06, 2007
For the past few days, the Changi airport is like my second home.... in fact the hours i spent there when i was wide awake was more than when i was at home.
After work, after doing the usual basic hygiene stuffs lik bathing..... I was only left with juz a few hours to sleep, after a short rest, it is time for another day of work once again....
I met all sorts of people at work, some great people, some sucky people........ luckily there was a mixture of both otherwise i may juz suffer straight into depression..... already felt so tired physically...some really difficult tourists to deal with... i got one compliment card and one complaint from a tourist juz yesterday....sort of balance up... ha!!! that complaint is due to the lack of time to attend to her needs properly.....the person claimed that there was some service discrimination.....the arrogance was obvious....
In this world, meeting such people is unavoidable............Tolerance is the key......
There were understanding tourists too.. all depends on luck....
Sometimes, i realise that i'm a really c0ntradictive person...... when it's busy, with lots of tourists all crowded at the counter at the same time.. i get all stressed up, and uptight.. and i juz hope they juz go away..... but when it's not busy, i wish there were tourists around for me to talk to...to pass time...... so i couldnt say which one i prefer... When i'm studying i wish was at work.... when i was at work i wish i was studying...when it was the first month of our training, when we are visiting all the attractions i wish we can juz start work.. now when we have finally started work, i wan to visit those attractions again.....
aiyo! so what do i wan?
sometimes, i cant stand myself too, why cant i juz be satisfied with my lot?
Humans do have an endless appetite... when ur pretty, u wish u were prettier...when ur poor, u wan to be rich.... when ur very rich, u wan to be richer..
I guess to be contented about urself, ur life, ur expectations on others is not an easy task...
Nothing's ever perfect.... there are bound to be flaws in every aspect of everything...
However, a world without imperfections does not equate to happiness too... as we need to first experience the negative before we actually realise the beauty of something positive...
For example, U have to meet someone really nasty and impatient, before u can really experience the happiness of meeting someone really kind and understanding....
If everything is flawless and perfect, then everything will be uniform, without ups and downs, monotonous, then what's the difference between positive and negative then?
Moving on on other issues.......
Juz some views
With 2 clashing schedules of 2 people..it's obviously really tough to spend enough time with each other....Gradually getting used to this...it's not something i can change.... living with it is not an option....It's something i have to live with....regardless of which ever mood i may be in.....
Nothing i can do anyway
反正，无论我的心情如何。。。
也一样
束手无策
力不从心
人生是矛盾的，人类是最难满足的动物。。。知足好难。。。
当你拥有一个时常都能见到面的伴侣时，你或许会渴望多一些自由。。相反的，若拥有一个时间好难配合，或因为其它原因而无法与你见面的伴侣时，你或许也会感到不开心。。
我是属于第二种情况吧。。。 :-x
但，当然人人都不同。。。每一个人都不一样。。。
没有所谓的对和错。。。
可是，人往往有了第一种情况，就会希望拥有第二种情况。。。。都说人类不容易满足了。。。能够知足长乐不简单。。。
我也同样做不到。。。
所以还是会向往拥有第一种情况。。。
往往没能得到的东西是最珍贵的。。
:-x
叹气。。。
6:05:00 PM
