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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I'm in such a bad mood today...for the first time since i started work a few weeks back, i wasn't looking forward to knocking off... i dun feel like knocking off... juz dun wanna go home... for today i dun mind continue working till 215am... i wanna keep myself occupied at all times...so i will have no time to let my mind wander....

My left eyelids twitched for quite some time, and i knew something unpleasant was gonna happen and sure enuff it did.. :-x

Yes, life can be such a chore at times.. u can make the effort to request for changes so as to make schedules allow so as to create more opportunities to meet. but sometimes the harder u try ... the more it won't work.... things happen along the way...

distance is already a major problem... and i find it hard to change the way i feel about certain things.... certain things are juz important to me... no matter how hard i try to suppress or control it.. the feeling still exist... juz depending on how much i try to hide it to prevent conflicts....

i find it hard to change this part of me...for all this time, i've been trying to kick away this negative feeling that comes in every lost chance of meeting, after being alone for a couple of days..

it's a sucky day......

decided to keep myself occupied at all times.. thinking of taking up some lessons too.....

sighz....

没有人会了解。。。

我一直以为自己能克服。。。能渐渐不会多加理会。。。

但显然并没有

最近，想要拥有的一切都没有得到。。

反正这里全部的文字都是一堆垃圾。。。你也不会理，
也不会有想读的冲动。。。

:-(

9:04:00 PM