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Saturday, December 01, 2007

Been emotional...

Haven't been lucky lately..

If i were to buy 4D i dun think it will strike...

Feeling sense of disappointment..

It really sucks when u carried certain level of hope to something only to find out that it turns out to be nothing u have expected... nothing...I can juz think of many excuses for myself to ignore it... but i juz can't ...

When you want something ..yes so what if u really can make it happen and get juz what u wanted, juz by asking for it .. but certain things juz loses it's original meaning when u actually take action and open ur bloody mouth to ask for it...After asking, yes... u will get the thing u wan ? but so what? The Happiness is already not there.... it's as if u've forced someone ..... the original meaning is lost....

it's indeed better to carry no hopes.. no expectations on everything, on anyone....
but it's not as easy as much as one might want it...

maybe the level of importance towards different matters is different to everyone...to one person , doing something after it's requested is good enough and means the same.. but to another person, doing something only after it's requested is already meaningless.... it's as good as not doing it at all.....

I cant make everyone understand the degree of importance certain matters means to me..

No One will anyway..

so dun bother..

I'm learning to question less... coz questioning really doesnt help to make me feel better... it juz makes me feel like an irritating fool...

maybe i really am...

I'm exhausted... tired...

Explanation not needed..

*We are juz a servant of money..... Day in day out, we slogged and we worked, we sacrifice all our time... all our energy... for money....*

*Money is the root of all evil*

Bye..

3:55:00 PM