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Saturday, December 15, 2007

Life's never expected... sometimes when u spent all ur time to plan juz to be able to create more time to be together.. things juz dun turn out the way u wanted it to be... there's bound to be unexpected shit that will happen in between .....the harder i try the harder it seems to be

I've learnt it... i am intending not to try so hard ...or perhaps i juz try too hard... and carry too much hope and didnt expect shit to come my way...

sure enuff ...eventually the day was some sort wasted... and the worst thing was i happen to specially request for the day... and to subconciously look forward to it... no no... i wont try so hard in requesting anymore... no ... i guess i juz let it be.. if i have to work, then be it..

maybe to u there's nothing different about me... ..this situation is ongoing.. there will never be enough time ...never...

apparently, things didnt get any better when eventually it was an early night home with little time spent... and i thought we didnt have to go home that early....

i don't think it affects u anyway..

人类毕竟还是分开的个体。。

没有人会懂我。。。

我突然感觉好累。。。以前，就算没时间至少还能透过手机简讯沟通，现在又不能。。。我无能为力。。我只有感觉辛苦。。。

对你而言，当然也没有分别。。。

我最近会比较爱在没人看见我的时候流泪。。。或许你不会相信。。。因为在人前的我，还是一样。。。没有不同

对你而言，没有分别。。。你不会懂得我原本有的期待。。。

不开心的是，怎么好像只有我受到影响。。。对你
来说, 这些是不是都无所谓。。。没有太大的影响。。。

我想说的是刚才的我真的不想回家。。。

你不会懂

12:05:00 AM