Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tonight, I really felt like writing something here..... but at this moment, i cant seem to find the words to put down how i feel ...
I am pretty obsessed with very emotional songs lately...i can repeat the same track over and over again and i won't get tired of it at all....esp this song i juz uploaded here...i love the amount of emotion being injected in the song...
真的唱出了一个盲人的无奈
很感人
anyway, Sometimes i wonder why i have to make my life so tiring?
The amount of energy .... the amount of time, effort being put in... does not necessarily mean excellent results..
Sometimes it's indeed hard for someone like me to keep my presence felt.. i felt unimportant....
I wanted very much to be put on top priority at all times.... but i know it's never gonna happen..no matter how hard i try.. i still always be on stand-by only...
I am never good enough.... no matter how i tried..noone seem to feel there's any improvement at all.. maybe the truth is.. there's no improvement too impressive to mention?
maybe it really was...
有好多次想放弃。。。
但都没有成功过。。。
真没用。。。
好想索性不唱了。。
不弹了。。。但心里又有几分依依不舍。。。
毕竟,真的很喜欢。。。
虽然,知道自己不是真的很会唱
也没有能力把歌唱得完美。。。
嗓音也没有特色
你要的我也学不会
但,真的很喜欢
我愿意把自己仅有的一切,和大家分享。。。
事实上,每个人都是独立各体。。。什么困难都还是要自己面对。。。
幸好, 当时能够得到你的体谅,关心,安慰 和支持,让困难没那么难熬。。。
10:30:00 PM