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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Reminisce
追忆

Missing the good old days badly
All of a sudden
Felt a tinge of longing
Longing for luxury of valued time shared,
the precious moments once shared
After all that has happened
After all that has been said and done
All the consistent compromising
All the persistent giving and taking

After all this time,
I realized that it’s the simple things that really matter
Small things that I used to overlook in the past
Something that used to be so ordinary,
so easily obtainable ....
Its the simple things in life we forget...
that means a great deal to me now
It all seemed so precious, and so unattainable now
So afar
Seems like it’s beyond our reach
Far from sight
Maybe not exactly impossible ..
But not as easily attainable as compared to the past
Maybe its just pure fear of losing the burning spark,
that had once burned so ferociously.

I used to take it for granted when I have the luxury of it
Perhaps, its just human nature
Those were the old days...
When time was spent lavishly without much thought...
When life was basically just filled up,
with nothing but plenty of exclusive private moments shared.

For the present moment,
All this seems near to impossible.
What’s left now is more of past playback scenes flashing across my mind
Yes, mostly reminiscing the old memories that was once shared
Only during moments like this, then I start to realize its importance
Importance that silly me had once carelessly overlooked

Insecurities tend to corrupt the composed mind with pessimistic thoughts
Finally,
It all boils down to the same fear…
Fear of losing that magic spark that used to burn so intensely…
Constant anticipation for better days ahead,
To compensate, to make up for the amount of time lost.
Pardon the intensity of emotions injected into every post
I’m just speaking from the bottom of my heart.

11:47:00 PM