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Saturday, May 31, 2008

The course flyers i have done lately at work... lol

1. 2.

3.

This is for kids, so i added more pictures.. :-p lol
友人给的惊喜
我同样要珍惜
这是做人简单的道理
毕竟，不是理所当然...
30th May 2008

:-p
a random surprise pic
It was pouring heavily last afternoon 30th May 2008... It seemed like a short day to me ..
五月三十日

倾盆大雨

近距离

下着倾盆大雨
撇开沉默片刻
感受到
满满的期待
我不停填补
我们之间
沉默的空隙

我们撑着同一把伞
近距离的接触
能感受到你的温度

距离近得
就算周围雨滴下
得再大声
我都能够
清楚听到你的呼吸
搞得全身
湿透
也在所不惜

唱着为你写的歌
就为了看见脸上
出现一丝的感动
但也
似乎没看见
太大的变化

你总是这样
面无表情的
眼中是否有感动得含着泪？
那片刻的冷漠
是不是依偎着
你的无奈
那不能够拥有我
的无奈？

那些突如其来
热情的
近距离举动
是不是依偎着你
不想失去我？

你总是
忽冷忽热的
叫人抓狂

我会记住
所发生过的一切
包括你的热情举动
所带来的
片刻温暖
你总是
让我
不停摸索
不停思索
不停探索
不停过问
不停猜测
你内心的感受

难以捉摸
你总是神秘得
让我有太多
胡思乱想的空间

表达
其实没有那么难。。。

1:39:00 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Here it is, my first stack of name cards... lol :-p

Taking a closer look...

My working desk... quite empty and neat at the moment.. as i'm still considered relatively new.. haha lol I shall take again after a few more months .... mmmm @_@
I decorated my desk by putting pictures of my Bambi... to brighten up my workarea to make it more personalized... she's The Next Bright Star as u can see..lol and of course my beloved granny, i miss her sooooooo much.. :-x She shall be my source of motivation at work..
Just felt like saying these words to her suddenly :
奶奶，我好想念你
在你离开以后
这些日子里

无奈地
每当我专心
复习你的全部
眼泪便会
若隐若现地
在眼眶里打滚

你对我的
保护与照顾
无微不至的付出
关怀备至的爱
你那可爱的笑脸
我这一生都会牢记在心
你将永远活在我心中
我爱你,
我最亲爱的奶奶...
erm... This is the first poster that i created there.. haha lol... nothing special.. there's a second one too but i didnt take picture of that... slipped my mind..

五月二十八日

雨天

成果

让我一等再等的雨天
终于来袭
它把周围的温度降低
我安静的享受
享受等待的成果

总觉得
雨天总散发出一种
淡淡的忧伤

一种能
让人安定的感觉 ....

10:34:00 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

五月二十七日

雨

庸人自扰

日夜守着秩序
表面好有规律
其实内心空旷
思绪有些混乱
有些迷惘

根本不想让
距离隐藏着
任何的秘密

庸人自扰
自寻烦恼
无意地会
把你的粗心
当成不关心

也许是我
难捉摸
是我罗嗦
其实不难懂
只不过期待
心灵的沟通
无限制的保护
百般的呵护
无微不至的照顾

我努力感应彼此
心跳的触动
我努力想让呼吸
享有同样的节奏

有多累
无所谓
只是想
返回过去那些
曾甜蜜过的画面
从见熟悉的笑脸
挽回那一分一秒
被掠夺的时间

抒发完情绪
发觉，
雨天的确
能让人更感性。。。

9:50:00 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

五月二十五日

超炎热

猜不透

你内心世界
我想参与
华丽的句子
我想聆听
感人的举动
我想感受

害怕因为距离
而让大家疏远

若你，
继续冷漠
继续沉默

你的心就
像被玻璃
包围着

不够透明
不够透彻
我会看不清
猜不透的心
只会把气氛
搞得冷清

表达
沟通
其实没有那么难

**我们的爱
像走钢索
僵持太久
并不自由
看不清尽头
在阴暗角落
一旦犯错
就要跌落

只能一步一步
托着颤抖的脚步
悬挂在半空中
继续地往前走
努力承受 **
。。。

*五月二十四日
难忘的第一次
发生的
每一个片段
说过的
每一字每一句
我会牢牢记住*

9:42:00 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

五月二十三日

炎热

习惯

原本单纯地以为
只要相爱就能够
听到所有人
祝福的声音

发现，
原来不是
是我太蠢

将爱挂在你身边
仿佛纠缠好几遍
却难以收敛思念
你也许都没听见

虽然说,
一个人的时候
必须承担寂寞
但有时候，
女孩会像小孩
想拥有多些存在
让我放心去依赖

心里的无奈
一直都不断
期盼有人明白
渴望多些关怀
想念那份存在

当我，
将所有画面
一幕幕温习
不时地发现
你一直迟迟
都不能出现

在很多时候
你总是不能够
出现在身边

我只能学习
如何习惯

习惯地
去对待
这一切。。。

12:10:00 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

So here it is Ladies and Gentleman,

21th of May 2008, My graduation ceremony... ^_^

It was quite a tiring day, since it was held so early in the morning.. the first graduation slot...

I saw many poly mates there, seeing some of them after such a long time was indeed awkward..
Finding a common topic to talk about was tough.. still preferred talking to closer friends ^_^ those that i still keep in touch with. Somehow, I felt more comfortable with them..

The end of my polytechnic education means saying goodbye to my matric card... Bidding the student staus goodbye... :-x

Registration is done, I was given this so that i know my seat number...

This pass was given to my parents for them to take part in the ceremony as well ha!

Photos with people who made this possible.. @_@

P/s: Special Thanks to Joch for taking and sending me these pictures... :-p
Specially edited the photo haha lol @_@
It's amazing how time flies... zoom and poly life is gone.

This graduation ceremony marks the end to my life as a poly student...

10:58:00 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

五月二十日

炎热

想念

其实根本都
不想一直走在
黑暗地下道

其实，
并不复杂
不过想要自由
不过想要你陪
不过想拥有
多些体贴的感觉
不过想手牵手
一直走到尽头

可惜，
有太多人
有太多事
夹在我们之间
不停的吵闹
让我在你背后
掉过几次泪
搞得狼狈
让呼吸变得好累

很多时候，
只剩我一个人
演着独角戏
跟自己下棋

有时想要放弃
却又固执地
不舍得放弃
从前
那些美好回忆
从前
那些被爱的滋味

突然，
好想念从前
想回到从前

幼稚地想要
在记忆里停留

幼稚地想让
时间回到
最美的时候

能否
现在就带我回去？

11:31:00 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

My favourite fruit: Chocolates :-p

Today went out with my family saw this spread of wonderful chocolates so decided to take a picture of it to admire..:-p
i must thank the person who created this wonderful fruit called chocolate hah!
bcoz its simply heavenly delicious.. :-p and has the ability to mak me smile ...

After which, we also came across a shop that sells dolls and comic character figures..

Let me introduce to u one by one .. some of the favourite ones i saw in the shop... :-p

Superman..

He is a contradictive character, very super very powerful, can fly and all... but does not even know how to dress correctly.. wearing underwear on the outside ? lol :-p

Little "Vampire" boy

I think this little boy is so cute..it was sold for S$29 @_@

As compared to the rest in the shop, I love this boy the most... i find his expression and look very adorable and innocent :-p

Another close-up look of him :-p

reminds me of a little chinese vampire though.. :-p He is juz so freaking cute! love him...

My childhood hero: Spiderman :-p

I used to watch his cartoons in the afternoon when i was young..

Doraemon

My favourite Cartoon character since young... : Doraemon
and i'm still watching his cartoons till now... :-p omg sound rather kiddy....

If only i own a Doraemon at home, its as good as having the world... :-p its also difficult to neglect the fact that he's very cute..

I love Doraemon @_@

I took this picture not because i find it cute, obviously....hah..

It juz because the face of the creature looks quite hilarious to me..

An army of cute and adorable characters..

mmmmm although i dun exactly know who he is.. but just find that he looked quite cool and handsome :-p @_@

祈祷

到了寺庙，
我真心祈祷
许了三个心愿
许的心愿
都关于你
甚至可以
把自己给遗忘
但愿
心愿能够成真

也不知道，
我什么时候
变得如此迷信

是不是从知道
自己无能为力的
那一刻开始？

应该是吧

因为我实在
是无能为力

除了祈祷，
我还能做什么？

11:00:00 PM

Here's Bambi at my sister's house.. :-p Looking happy, trying to catch her breath from the long stroll she had with me..:-p

Special time together...

Tired as can be, after working from 830 , i still managed to save some energy for my Bambi for her favourite walk in the park. She's definitely worth it!
All of a sudden, without any apparent reason, i jus decided to post these 2 pictures of Bambi up here.. before i go to bed.... @_@ anyway people who know me, will realise that i am a pretty random person.. ha! @_@
As adorable as always.. these 2 pictures represents how she looks like after a long walk around the nearby park and also walking straight from my house to my sister's house.. :-p
I enjoy the silent moments during our walks together... even if everything was left unsaid, i can truly sense the genuine enjoyment of each other's company. :-)
@_@
And one thing i have to mention here, It is really been freaking freaking hot these days.. i felt the heat exceptionally affecting me the most today... during my lunch break today, i was perspiring all over.. once i stepped out of office immediately the heat surround my entire body. Beads of perspiration all over many faces and bodies of different people is definitely not an uncommon sight these days.
I hate this kind of weather the most.. i somehow rather it can rain soon...The high temperatures is indeed giving me a bad mood and a headache.. :-x

连日的晴天
让我想念着
久未痛快过的雨天

近日的我，
好希望能够重返雨天

让雨天降低连日的高温
让心情可以
不再那么急躁

仍旧，
迷恋雨天。。。

1:23:00 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Gimme a break!

I am still unhappy that they said that my job is a job for slackers, why do they have to say that? To them, this is a slacker job that has nothing much to do, with little responsibilities and not much obligations as compared to them . Perhaps, to them the only responsiblity that i must abide to is to be present for duty...that's all... other than that, no other things to complete....except waiting for senior citizens to enter the centre.

What do u mean by I should be surrounded by only elderly colleagues and people? And that u cannot believe that anyone my age will go for this job? I guess u r too superficial to realise that a few of my other colleagues have been there ever since they graduated, and they stayed all the way till now.. I just dun wish to explain it any further, coz i think its totally futile. Since u already had the slack impression over this job imprinted all over ur mind. I guess nothing i say will assist in changing that impression u have.

ya ya, no youngsters will take this job, its not the first time i'm hearing this.. u think that i jus wanted to slack so i took up this job, as there is not much things to do there. According to u, this job is not demanding at all, in fact very relaxed.. and carefree..

This job is nothing like what everyone imagined it to be... what u see is not always the truth...
get this straight... Since u have not been one of the employees before, u should just stop giving false assumptions and comments about this job. There is definitely much more to do than what it seems to be on the front. It's an insult to all the employees working there, to say that its a slacking and carefree job .. does that mean their responsibilties there are just for show only? Maybe , they may not seemed as busy as u. I still believe that everyone's employed For a Reason.

Even before leaving the airport for this job, I have been hearing many negative voices in the background. But at least, I'm willing to give it a try. What the future holds for me? I dunno..
its not that i dun care, I just wanna take one step at a time. At the very least, i'm willing to jump out from the previous comfort zone, to give this a try. I dun even know whether i'm suitable for this job at the moment, as its only been a few days, i have not really experienced the so-called actual thing yet. However, I am willing to at least try my best and give it my best shot and hope everything turn out to be well...

Sometimes i just wish everyone can leave me alone
That is just what U think, it's definitely not what I want.
Even if u wun give me ur support... At the very least, i will deeply appreciate if u keep some unnecessary comments to urself.
Keep ur volume down, its giving me a headache...
i need peace ..
Gimme a break !
Gimme a Kit Kat!
Thanks!

8:37:00 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

五月十六日

晴

肤浅

你眼睛所看见的
未必是事实的真相

你眼睛所看不见的
也未必不是真相

人往往只相信眼睛
常常因为一双眼睛而
错过了一颗真诚的心

其实，我不也是人
所谓，人之常情
我想我懂
包装的重要性
包装的差异
这些我都尽力去了解
努力去了解
肤浅的道理

但难免被忽略时，
被别人无意地冷落时
被别人无心地比较时
也会不由自主地在意
也会感到不好受

自我安慰是必要的
强掩微笑是必然的
自信心难免会变零
自尊心也会被击垮
好像真有那么糟

现实的残酷
就是可悲的

能不接受吗？

答案够明显了吧

反正，
这个世界从不曾公平过。。。

11:45:00 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

五月十四日

阴

陌生

新的工作
新的起点
新的环境
新的转变
新的人物
新的开始

我会尽力
用心适应

知道自己不再
是学生
必须承受陌生
必须承担责任
能不能够适应
交给时间来决定

一切就交给时间
让我慢慢融入
这陌生的过程...

10:00:00 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

五月十一日

晴

答案

在人前的我
永远要记得微笑
就算有多累
伤痕累累
也尽力不落泪

人有好多面
我也不例外
最近发觉
我不是好人

轻易会让
懦弱的内心
操控自己的
一举一动

有时候的我
实在是多此一举
早已经没有权力
去过分理会
却又一次又一次
的重蹈覆辙

期盼已久的一天
原本应该是快乐的喜剧
却意外演变成一个悲剧

接下来又会怎样？
就请你给我个答案。。

11:41:00 PM

五月十日

晴

失望

原来，
不是每件事情只要用心
就会获得别人欢心

对于，你那讽刺的语气
难免会让我感到失望
我脑里怎样也挥之不去
那些讽刺的话语
每一字
每一句
狠狠埋在内心最深处

我又何必在意？
不是早该知道你不会满意
那些廉价礼物
你也不会稀罕
为何，还要花心思去选择？
什么要制造惊喜？
突然变得好无聊
失去意义

不知道
好像都不值得

其实
只想让你开心

下次不敢了

祝你母亲节快乐。。。

1:50:00 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

五月九日

晴

认命

实在不该
过于执着
不该说出口
多管闲事的
一堆理由

友人说得有理由
能够做的都做了

一个人与马的比喻
一个人就算多么
担心他的马会饿
多么关心他的马
就算努力找来食物
就为了要，
尽力让马过好生活

但是，有时候
即使，将所有食物
放在一匹马的嘴边
若它不愿意接受
你也不能够强迫它
大家有选择
自己生活的权力

要或不要
决定不在于我
何必为难自己？

反正，现在我已经
没有从前那种能够
给予压力
的那种权力

过去想操控别人的能力
丧失了
自信心变零
感觉就像一个
微不足道的躯体
尽力的在这个世界呼吸
被无意的冷落在一个
阴暗角落
并不好受
但这世界就是这样
被迫要承受

受影响的痕迹尽量掩饰
安慰的声音
虽说早该习惯
但却一次又一次
的为同一件事情
搞得心情不愉快

或许，
我注定没那么幸运
没那种命
只有羡慕别人的份
是时候该认命。。

1:02:00 AM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Guess where's Bambi?

She is at the vet's .. its time for her annual vaccination ...

She's whining endlessly at the corner of the counter , so afraid to take her yearly jab...

Feeling so nervous... can sense her unwillingness totally... sorry Bambi but this is compulsory...it's for ur own good .. lol :-p

Finally, Bambi is being forcefully carried by me to be put on the vet table for check up and vaccination..

My poor Bambi can do nothing but watch nervously at the nurse while she's preparing for her injection and bloodtest.

She continued watching and whining at the same time..

Here comes Bambi's most dreaded moment..

The injection moment....

She's like trembling with fear...

She needs to go thru a blood test first and then the injection...

oOh... pain pain..

Look at her pitiful and helpless look..

so adorable... :-p

This is My Bambi's health record booklet .. :-p

This is a record of her annual vaccinations...

Here it is.. the payment receipt for the check up and vaccination...
Expensive wor!

But most important of all, Bambi is certified healthy and no longer slightly overweight... :-p

she is now around 8.8kg :-p

My effort paid off..

It shows that the long and frequent walks that we both enjoyed did helped

to keep her Happy, Healthy and Fit... :-p

*我的快乐
不要由谁来决定*

*都怪我多嘴
原来，
发牢骚也是罪。。*

4:51:00 PM

解药

有时候的我
都不了解我

明明知道
继续
撕裂拉扯
违背原则

却还是
重蹈覆辙
继续服下
这毒药

缺乏安全感
的灵魂启动
所有内心的
不安情绪
它能导致
理智的丧失
罪恶感缠身
让生活受影响

不要再踏上
错误的边缘
我真不想再
当一个没用
的罪人

我讨厌
这样脆弱的我
这样懦弱的我
充满罪恶感
就像是一个罪人
活得就像个泪人

我是时候应该
尽力去，
减少依赖
忘记等待
然后学习，
轻松对待
知足长乐
这些或许
就是解药

快乐的开始
在于自己
说服自己
不能在这样下去
是时候，
为自己想想
然后努力，
尽力
让自己开心
。。

1:55:00 AM

Monday, May 05, 2008

Mr Pig J.C bought me this strawberry flavoured Kit Kat from candy empire T3 as farewell gift during our working shift together last night.... lol I once mentioned that i intended to buy it soon to give it a try..but was lazy to walk all the way to T3 to buy it since I have been working at T1 more lately.. so sort of forgotten about it le.. but I didnt expect that pig to remember.... haha ...

It's quite a coincidence I happen to also buy him a Kit Kat .. but the more normal one u see in my previous previous post...the usual Kit Kat haha .. No wonder that Pig sort of over reacted when I told him I bought him a Kit Kat.. He was lik ," Huh? why buy Kit Kat?"

Didn't expect it at all.. haha nice surprise though. ...Thank You Mr Pig haha happy right? lol

dun deny i know u are..

Can anyone guess how come the Kit Kat looks so abnormal on the inside? sort of like cracked... lol
Answer: coz that silly pig actually put this Kit Kat for one hour plus in his pocket... assuming that it won't melt at all.. he thinks his pocket is the fridge.. it was like very soft when he took it out..
After putting it overnight in the fridge it turn out to be like that.. i guess the Pig will be interested to know.. so i took a foto of it.. haha lol

The inside is pink....obvious la.. Strawberry ma.. but i think Mr pig wans to see it... lol

End product
Comment: Delicious.. :-p Nice!
And will also like to thank Pig also for sort of like initiating the Farewell email for me.. haha :-p and to everyone who wrote a message in the email... it really means something to me... :-p I know Tami wrote a long .. kind of crappy one for me.. hehe ..
Happy right Pig? I know u r lo.. haha .. I am acknowledging u le.. :-p Decided to make the Pig happy for once la.. haha Whole entry about ur Kit kat le.. hahaha lol :-p

*反正，你都能如此轻松的对待
为何我不能？
学会渐渐忘记要等待
渐渐减少对你的依赖*

2:35:00 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

要多久？

看着离去的背影
眼泪在眼里打滚
只因为
心中不晓得
过了这次
下一次的想见
又会是在何时？

在你的字典里
永远存有着下一次
也许是因为
发生太多次
也忘了是什么时候
下一次的可能性也
变得越来越模糊
越来越难以置信

我开始看不见
看不见模糊的未来
难道这就是
你所谓的安排？

难道再眷恋
也只能视而不见？

还要多久，
你又会再出现在眼前？

还要多久，
才能够回到从前？

12:29:00 AM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

多亏，
有它们陪我度过漫长日子。。
它们有能力逗我笑。。
再不然，还有它的相伴
音乐让我说
说出心中所有感受。。

也当然，少不了她的陪伴。。
今天，带着她走了一段很长的路
我们走得开心，
散步的过程中，
暂时能忽略我心里所缺乏的安全感
恶性循环
把坏习惯都戒掉
就为了一个微笑
谁能够告诉我
继续这样
饶恕一大堆
到底对不对
对对对
大家说得都对
若不满足
若不快乐
就放弃
但如果牵挂一大堆
那叫我如何做得对？

又再次失望吗？
哎哟！
这又不是第一次
也不会是最后一次
“下一次，下一次
下一次会”
这些话仿佛
不断在耳边环绕千百遍
对对对
“会有机会嘛？
放心
别担心
我会安排
会有机会嘛？”
这些话熟得能够倒背如流
能不能来点新鲜的？
这样的
无形恶性循环
有时，
还真想要弃权放弃
只因为你总是
让我一等再等
可否晓得
无限期的等待
是一种折腾
奇怪。。
怎么我要的一切
旁人能够轻而易举的得到
而我却要如此努力，
必须得这样的等待
一定要这样
等待一个对旁人来说
其实是一件理所当然
的事发生

真是不公平

我只有羡慕别人的份
而我却只能够叹叹气
然后继续管好脾气
接著学著不要丧气
期盼日后会有好天气
然后，大口大口的吸气
收拾好心情
相信自己可以熬得过去
。。。
第八天了
依然不见踪影。。

10:37:00 PM