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Thursday, July 31, 2008

One last look at SVC uniform..

I went to STB Hq to return this uniform today.. 2 tops , 2 pants plus a name tag ..
I was told to return it asap because this is a Property of STB...
okie.. returned.. settled.. end of story..

one thing i would like to comment on,
today's weather feels extra extremely hot .. i was perspiring the whole day.. oh gosh!
I hate the heat..
I am more prone to any slightest form of irritation under such heat.. :-(

他

一首接一首
这些词句
那些旋律
全都只关于
他

从不曾更改过
一首接一首
记录了当下的
各种情绪
一字一句
全都只关于
他

思念不放手
让我入睡
我只好在这里
期待他的出现

突然感觉累
有些疲惫
时间的残缺
会不会
让距离的差距
越来越远？

因为他
我认识了快乐
我见识了幸福
也同时认识了
悲伤与无奈

因为他
我认识了寂寞
也体会到孤单
也彻彻底底
了解到
思念的滋味

也更深深懂得
拼命想得到
但却得不到的痛苦...

因为他，
我的确
学到好多好多

他，
让我
哭笑不得。。。

11:38:00 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

从这张照片，
感受得到那份
因为拥有共同目标
而不断往前冲的感动

喜欢那份因为拥有
共同目标而共同努力的精神

那份力量是无穷无尽的。。

只有向前
没有后退

在海边与喜欢的人
逆着风一起奔跑
混合了甜蜜与浪漫。。。

仿佛有着
“我陪你“跑” 到最后，能不能不要回头” 的感觉...

好动听的句子
好想亲耳聆听
就算听了千百遍
也不会厌倦
相信依然会
那么感人动听

突然想亲耳听听，
一些或许是无聊
的甜言蜜语...

可惜都没有

I love this picture.. :-p

这张照片带给我
同心协力
与一起努力奋斗的感动...

好甜的感动...

我也期待能拥有
互相为对方守护，
互相为对方努力
互相陪伴对方
同心协力
的那份感动。。。

Some posters again...This time round printed in colour using different coloured papers...

Clearer view...

Amongst the scattered and dispersed letters, u can find my name :-) B.R.E.N.D.A
perhaps yours too .. ha!
and my favourite smiley face too :-)

I particularly like the school bus and the little boy in blue shirt.. :-)

All images taken from Google search engine ...

10:37:00 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

I was looking out of the window, stoning as usual.. my mind on sleeping mode...
and i suddenly realized that the evening sky looks nice today.. with shades of orange , a bit pinkish too, and also blue and white.. nice combination for sky lol... .to me, this is the best sky colour to be at the beach with someone u like...enjoying the sea breeze .. romantic..lol
so i took 2 pictures of it from my room's window..

Took this during work, when there's a fire drill check going on so we had to switch off our Pcs and stopped working for a while... :-p so i went around taking pictures with my colleagues.. though she looked a bit unwilling.. lol
Btw, the red thing that i am holding is something edible.. with colouring.. didnt really enjoy the taste though.. :-x way too sourish towards the end..

Oh well, no matter how unwilling i still managed to take a few pictures with her.. lol

she specially took off her glasses for this shot.. ha!
oh well, another day is gone juz like that..........
太阳天天都会降落
一天又这样地过
为何我仍苦苦执着
恨不得有他
一直都能够
在我的左右
守护着我
呵护着我
保护着我
每一分
每一秒
寸步不离地
一直到最后...

仍然渴望得到
一直追求的安全感。。。

7:22:00 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

七月二十六日

阴

归属感

好几次的伤心
你都没空出席

好几次的情绪
你都没空抚平

安全感
就这样
一点一滴地
流失

渐渐消失

不过说起来

已现在这样
模糊不清的关系
你或许也没必要
天天出席

我什么时候
才能找到
那份我一直追逐
的归属感

我什么时候
才能找到
我从一开始
就未能得到过
的那份
踏实的归属感

想自私地
占有你仅有的时间
想野蛮地
霸占你的念头
不否认没有过

难道注定
要走得比别人辛苦

难道注定
得接受
在时间上，与位置上
的残缺

我只求
可以平平稳稳
风平浪静地
与你度过

这样简单的心愿
会有实现的一天吗？

10:42:00 PM

A short visit to abandoned dogs' home with Pig Jc after our bowling session .. on the 24th July 2008...

This doggie is considered one of the more obedient ones.... he juz lay there for my camera..

Is blackie posing for my camera too ? :-)

This is the most naughty, hot-tempered beagle that cannot stop barking at us when we first arrived... when we were on the left side, he barked, when we were on the right side he barked again.. lol but he's cute.. haha
An overview of their home..

A male dog trying to get fresh with a female dog... lol :-x
Dogs are like humans
We all have got different fates
Some rich, others poor..
Some more fortunate,
others less fortunate...
that's life..
whether u like it or not..
Reality bites...
In reality,
We are often forced to accept things that we dislike
whether u like it or not..
Life still goes on...
Day by day,
we see time pass us by
Minutes and seconds juz ticked by
U ask urself,
Have u missed out on many
precious time and moments with ur loved ones
due to a tight schedule?
Have u been too busy to realize?
or is the time spent together already considered
more than sufficient to u?
are we really living the life that we desire?
or are we jus living a life that is controlled by reality?
It all boils down to
R u really happy ?

Its only when u lose someone forever, then we will really realise his/her importance...
coz only in such situations then u finally understand that special someone is actualy irreplaceable...
Once gone, will always be the most precious...its human nature, to take things for granted
what's the point of living with guilt and regrets only when someone is gone?
Why not cherish every moment u have with loved ones when everyone's still around?
Isn't that better?

as we all know that
Life's unpredictable..

3:14:00 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

七月二十二日

晴

低落

昨日
望着离去的背影
在心里留下阴影
万分的依依不舍
也只能放在心里

今日
独自地走
走一样的路
感觉却不同
寂寞包围我
孤独围绕我
路边的街灯
也仿佛
比昨日阴暗

情绪低落
心情难过
找不到一直
追求的安全感
心中会畏惧
难免会恐惧

也许
真的太害怕
一个人
面对孤独

如今
已经走到这一步
也已经不懂
要如何退后
就算内心在发抖
也都不舍得退缩

思念
微微不断。。。。

12:42:00 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

19th July

Trapped

Feelings that I conceal
Trapped from deep within
Behind those smiles
Behind those laughters

Sitting and staring blankly
Pondering over the future I can’t attain

Perhaps,
It’s written all over my face
Perhaps,
You can easily read it

But,
So what?

Nothing can be done
To salvage anything
Or am I perhaps,
fated to have nothing?

I silently watch today pass me by
Beneath the dark and gloomy sky
Asking myself once again
Why can’t I get over it?
When tomorrow’s yet another brand new day

Complications I encounter
Making this journey difficult

Has it ever crossed your mind?
Why are we in this situation?
What have we done to deserve this?
Is waiting the only solution?
Will tomorrow end up in sorrow?

After all this time,
I’ve never stopped waiting
Am I only fit to wait in vain?
Waiting for a solution for this situation
Can we only wait?
Solution hunting has never been over

Waiting for a miracle to happen
Praying that it will
Though I dun know when
Deep down I wonder if it’s ever going to happen

Sometimes felt as though
I'm trapped in a thick haze
The situation is uncertain
The future is unclear

As it’s always been
Ever since the day I met u ...

10:38:00 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

15th July

Rain or shine

Does it matter?

Sometimes in this world,
Speaking is redundant
Talking is useless
as words are just a heap of rubbish
Talk is cheap
Words can never replace presence

Things that I wish for
Seems nothing but a faraway dream
Part of my own wishful thinking
So far, so unreachable
Only a miracle can make it happen
or maybe it wont

Why do I want it so much?
Why can't i let it go?
Why do I have to feel this way?
Why cant the selfish individuals juz leave us alone?
what is freedom to them?
or rather what is love to them?
Is it right to impose their own wrong-doings on anothers' happiness?
Is there such thing called love in the first place?
unfairness? feeling unjust?
That's what its all about..

Tears I shouldn’t show
Sadness I shouldn’t reveal
Self-pity shouldn’t exist
Self-delusion shouldn't be present
Coz showing, revealing and existing is pointless and useless

At the end of the day,
I’m left with nothing but Sorrow in which I’m forced to swallow

I am only given the choice to wait..
what else ?

Do i only have the ability to wait?
Dun I have any ability to do anything else besides waiting?
Am i only capable for that?

我只有等待的份。。

I hate me ..

my life sucks...

It juz do...

*Waiting is painful when you cannot see the light towards happiness...*

11:03:00 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

七月十三日

晴

不够

相见总是不够
时间给得不多
沟通得也不够
好多生活点滴
都来不及
一一分享

面对你
心中的千言万语
反而都没有说出口

总是要等到离别的时候
才发觉其实还有好多话
哽在心里头
还没说出口
最后，
只能一次又一次
输给了时间的不足

时间的不足
来自于工作的忙碌
时间的紧凑
来自于家庭带来的劳碌

这一点一滴
将大部分时间全部消耗掉
剩下的时间
因为这些事件的累积
而变得寥寥无几
稀薄得让人无法呼吸

能不能奢侈地希望
自私地盼望
能够借多一点时间
多一些宝贵的时间
来陪陪。。。

真实的存在
所给予的力量
胜过于一切。。。

5:09:00 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

This photo explains my disappearance for so many days... and the reason for my lifeless blog these days...

I've been on company's training induction programme from 3th to 11th July 2008...and this is a group photo of the 26 of us... plus 2 training instructors..

A programme meant to create bonding between new staffs... as well as to enable new staffs to learn more about the organization.

This is view of the training centre ..taken from the room we are staying at for the past few nights..

This is how our room looks like... better than i imagined it to be.. lol actually its a lot a lot better...
Btw, This is known as Jungle lodge due to its jungle like background... and mattress looking beds...@_@

Me and Amanda's cozy, romantic corner.. lol... she's the one i hang out with the most throughout the whole induction programme....My Always Together partner... :-p

The bed on the left is mine.. erm.. a bit on the messy side... lol it was the last day and i was trying to squeeze everything in my bag... lol

I accidentally broke my bottle of body wash during the last night whilst bathing...

This is the mess I created.. the broken bits and pieces.... nearly cut myself... :-x

Then we went to Ubin to visit OBS.. which stands for Outward Bound Singapore...
View of the sea on the way there...

The moment we reach Ubin, I saw this cute doggie lazing around.... dozing off despite of the crowd we formed around him...despite the noise we created... He seems so used to getting huge crowds everyday ...

The 26 of us played one of the teambuilding games over there, and this is the gift that was bought for me.. from my angel... lol ha! but anyway, I wanna thank him again here...

Thoughts...

I feel that this programme is a great and relaxing getaway from our usual office routines..
but well, of course i didnt really get to sleep well for the past few nights... I miss my bed the most.. :-p but it was overall a memorable experience for me...

The dragon boat experience was a special one, as this is the first time i'm rowing a boat... lol
but the result was an entire body muscle ache... :-x *groans

There were juz too many briefings... that's putting me to sleep... we were also supposed to prepare for a presentation on a question that was given to us.... some question that was related to the organization.. I was being told to present... it was a scary experience having to present to the directors for the first time... an unforgetable one too...

I've gotten to know some of my colleagues better, some of them are more like friends to me rather then jus colleagues...

Some funny experiences along the way, some funny episodes that happened between me and my room mates that enabled us to feel closer to each other in a way.. Some experiences that only the 5 of us will find it extra funny... experiences that others might find it completely crazy to laugh over it.. except for us..

After going throught this programme, I realize the existence of many weird people.. lol :-x of course i'm not gonna mention who, :-x but then again i might juz be the weird one to them..

we are all brought up differently and that explains why..

anyway, the programme that i dread the most turn out to be not as bad as i expect it to be...
juz very tiring due to the lack of rest...

Monday onwards, everything will be back to normal again.. back to the office, goodbye to induction programme... :-x say hello to office work again.. :-x

More pictures will be posted if I'm able to obtain more...

突发感言

继续期待
你窝心的安排
继续期盼
你惊喜的安排
一点也不想
让它们
停止中断....

8:50:00 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

Ten Promises to my dog watched on the 3rd of July ...

10 promises to my dog...

Inspired by
The Ten Commandments of Dog Ownership
1.
My life is likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation with you will be painful for me.
Please try to find time to be with me as much as you can.
I will cherish every moment i have with you.
2.
Play with me. Give me time to understand what you want from me.
3.
I have feelings too. Place your trust in me. Remember that before you aquire me. To me, your trust and believing in me means happiness.
4.
Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment.You have your work, your friends, your commitments, but I only have you.
5.
Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words. I understand your voice when it is speaking to me.
6.
Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush your bones, but I choose not to bite you. Be assured that I will always be there to accompany you through thick and thin for as long as I am here in this world.
7.
Before you scold me for being uncooperative, obstinate, or lazy,ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I don't understand what you ask of me or perhaps I am not feeling well,not getting the right food, been out in the sun too long,or my heart is getting old and weak.
8.
Take care of me when I get old, you too will grow old.
9.
Please Be with me till my very last breath. Never say "I can't bear to watch" or "let it happen in my absence". Everything is easier with your presence.
10.
Most importantly, Remember that I have always loved you.
1. 請與我耐心地交往。
2. 請相信我。如果你相信我，我就變得幸福。
3. 我也有心靈。請別忘記。
4. 如果我不聽你的話，那時候我必定有理由。
5. 请跟我说话，我不會說人的言詞,可是我理解你說什麼。
6. 請別打我。請你想起來,如果我認真得與你比力氣，我比你強。
请相信我会一直陪伴在你左右，不弃不离
7. 我老了之後也请陪伴我左右, 不要离开我
8. 你每天上學,有很多朋友。可是我只有你。对我来说，你是我的一切
9. 我能生活僅僅十年左右,所以請你多一點與我在一起。珍惜我们仅有的时间。。。
10. 我死的時候，請你在我身旁。請記住,我一直愛你...

*The ten promises was so touching and meaningful ... it moved me to tears... Every dog owner can easily understand why..

To me, dogs are one of the best gifts to human beings...

To you, She may only be a dog, but to her, you are everything...

每次看完狗狗电影就会特别感性
特别容易掉眼泪
感觉弱不禁风
害怕失去我仅有的一切

深深被这部电影感动
从开始听到对狗狗的十个承诺
想起自己与狗狗那份深厚感情
泪水就不由自主
不停地流
从头流到尾

这部电影
提醒了我
警惕了我
没有什么是永恒的
没有什么是理所当然

要珍惜身边对
自己重要的一切

我要比从前更加
珍惜与她在一起的
每一分每一秒。。。

8:58:00 PM