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Wednesday, February 04, 2009


二月三日




丑陋...

寄生虫

厌倦
眼圈
水肿
我都有
还能快乐到什么程度
局外人不会懂
今天的状况坏过了头
把我差点给弄哭
眼泪在眼眶里闪烁
我坚持不让它流
因为面子还想保留

大家都是为了生活
怎么不能够好好合作
让彼此更好过
为何要懒惰到这种程度
而让别人受折磨
别人的难受
我想你永远不会懂
也根本不需要懂

因为你拥有
无微不至的特别照顾
让你受到百般的保护
处处有贵人相助
就算犯错
就算样样都不懂
就算天天像是在梦游
一年到头在堕落
都还是一直有人包庇掩护

你有的那种幸福我没有
我没有权利跟你一样梦游
所以只好乖乖去接受
一句话也不该说出口

如果不说
心里又难受
如果说
也不会起任何作用
倒不如住口
求上帝保佑


我只能继续承受
继续忍受
继续沉默
怪只怪自己没有福份
享用这样特别的照顾

摸摸良心
抱歉忘了你没有
偷懒的程度
没人能比得过
应该懂的都不懂
应该掌握的都不清楚
在我眼中
你真的很没用

你永远不会觉悟
因为受到太多的保护
因为你拥有烂到透的生活态度
继续梦游
继续堕落
反正这就是寄生虫过的生活...


*愿上帝保佑
我能撑得住*


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