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Thursday, February 19, 2009


二月十八日



情绪

幼稚
粗心
孩子气
他们常常这样形容我

我没能力把这些想法没收

别人眼中的我
从来都不够成熟
根本靠不住
甚至连琐碎的小事
都不会放心交给我


虽然我的表情没有流露
也没有说出口
但感性敏感的我
当然承受不住
其实感觉有些不好受
体内的血液在滚动
感觉自己快失控


但我知道是自己自作自受
所以只能低著头接受
也不想为自己找任何借口
委屈我会逼自己吞


谁叫我
没自信
又没耐性
自作自受
一出世就
傻乎乎
懵懵懂懂
精神恍惚
不分轻重
处理事情笨拙
别人信不过我
也不是没理由

样子呆呆
常常发呆
脑袋经常一片空白
说话太过坦白
别人那么看我
不是对我亏待
也不是故意要伤害
而是我活该
摆脱自己快 醒来


写完以后
顿时觉得很没用
感觉自己一无是处
感觉有些脆弱


仿佛在下一分钟
眼泪就会狂流
感觉我会大哭
把 视线给弄模糊


如果让眼泪流
又显得自己懦弱
弱不禁风


如果不让眼泪流
又憋得好辛苦
真是矛盾


想想
其实何不让它流
反正在被窝
也没面子需要保留
擦干眼泪后
说不定能够
看得更清楚
前方的路
应该怎么走...


Written on 18-02-2009..


9:28:00 PM