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Friday, March 20, 2009


19/03/09

Bad Day

Heated conversations
with uncomfortable moments of silence
Many moments in which
I juz looked at u, not knowing what words to say

Everything i said,
Juz seemed so wrong
Nothing's right

the attitude,
the expressions,
were all wrong

I'm stuck in a dilemna
half of me wans what is best for u
whereas the other half selfishly refused to oblige

My heart is practically ruling my head
I tripped over myself over n over again
I allowed my wants to control, dominate me
over and over again
Over dependency is addictive
its hard to quit

how perfect it would be
if i could juz let go in the right times
at the right moments
without uttering a single word
not even in my heart..
If only i could forbid myself from making things difficult

but there has never been such a thing called perfect in this world anyway.
this world is filled with many imperfections
certain things juz dun go your way,
no matter how nice u might have expected it to be..
or how nicely planned it may be
and I don't believe in Forever, Promises or Eternity...
(Common phrases like; i'll b there for u always, I cannot live without u, I promise u etc)
its all juz a whole load of crap...

whatever it is

today's just not my day
dun ask me why,
Nothing seems right today...
not even my stomach..
it hurts..


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