Saturday, November 28, 2009
恶梦
就当是场
寂寞引发的恶梦
睡着或醒着
都在纠缠我
交给时间
将画面驱除
把委屈带走
把亏欠带走
那场梦
影响的重
莫名的内疚
在一旁
嘲笑着我的愚蠢
讽刺地讥讽我
梦境就如电影情节
朋友也离开我
二话不说就走
在梦中
因为错的利普
我没有权力挽留
连反驳的资格都没有
只能默默承受错误
我要离开
恶梦的现场
不容许自己
在现实中
再从犯
恶梦留下的阴影
提醒我愧疚的重量
11:37:00 PM
虚构
有时候
真相不一定是
事实的全部
谎言也未必是
刻意的虚构
只是一种
善意的遮掩
只因
不知者
比较幸福
错误
有时候
来至于
报复
又或许
是寂寞
所有错误
需要时间
去弥补
需要时间
康复
1:43:00 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
不知所措的时候
应该向谁诉说
说了也没用
只能都怪我
如此糊涂
8:48:00 PM
12:52:00 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
反感
我没有
说话技巧
每次想什么
就说什么
心直口快
你也忍不住
说我反感了
反正
很多事
都是可遇不可求的
快乐不起来
也得自己想办法
以往的心灵相通
已不存在
现在的我
就只会令人反感
10:19:00 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
十一月二十二日
晴
将来?
回不到过去
将来又似乎
离我太遥远
卡在半空
难行走
过去回不了
将来
或许暂时
到不了
感觉
也没以前有耐性
发脾气
突然变成
你的专利
或许
这才是真正的你
只是
愚蠢的我
一直都没留意而已
1:07:00 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
十一月二十日
雨
接受
我想如果
要继续走
就一定得接受
接受
不同的发展速度
接受
这种
经济能力不足
的过程
希望
它不会是
永恒的问题
强迫的耐性
耐性的等
但愿
时间可以改变
不同速度的事实
10:06:00 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
十一月十七日
雨
等
注意力
不该过于放在
不快乐的事
很多事
不是想要
就会得到的
强迫
于事无补
没能力控制的
我只有守株待兔的等了。。。
11:24:00 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
3:22:00 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
十一月十二日
雨
空
心中
空空的
好像少了些什么
肩膀酸痛
无法放松
有时候
觉得自己没用
事事都做不好
样样都不顺心
也习惯
他最近
缓慢的答复
都因为忙碌
也懒得去争论
谁对谁错
我都懂
超细心的呵护照顾
只存在于最初阶段
根本无法逗留太久
道听途说的那些现实例子
没想过会发生在我身上
所以也没准备
我终究
得面对现实
承认
时间的累积
已造成了瓶颈
而且要知道
绝对不是
单靠一方面可以
化解的。。
10:03:00 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
十一月十日
晴
静静
有些话
比较适合
放在心里
说出口
让彼此都难过
不如
放在心里头
或许大家会更好过
在这
说说就够
不用
当面说出口
静静地
已大局为重
把话藏在心里头
12:23:00 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
十一月八日
雨/晴
无言
雨后
没有彩虹
天空
看似
一样失落
如同我
也没有笑容
给的理由
只是重复
听多
也于事无补
也只得安静忍受
回忆是回不去的
所以得牢牢记住
忙碌
就是延后
的最佳理由
疲惫的脸孔
看得多
一定会习惯
而我
的任务
就是保持沉默
不该执着
不该继续追逐
一些无法实现的承诺
8:40:00 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
十一月七日
阴
蓝色
无可奈何
不快乐
也只能
努力配合
我能够做什么
只能努力配合
你不会晓得
那种忐忑
累了
是不是日子久了
就非得经过
这个平淡过程
话题也会
逐渐变少
而我
就越想越多
现在也懒得再说
眼前的路
也就越变越模糊。。
能走多久
逐渐不清楚。。。
10:39:00 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
coloured the background purple... mmmmm not bad.. : p
Too bright ....
too dark ... lol
At the station...
unprepared foto..
The menu..
Browsing thru the menu..
Grp Foto w/o flash..
Birthday cakes..
Gift presentation ceremony..
me and the birthday boy.. :-)
"advertising for the cafe" : )
A happy gathering with old frenz...
Birthday dinner with Joch on 03-11-2009, one day before the actual day... :)
10:45:00 PM
到了博物馆去打了3 日工。。。从中学习到一些人生的道理。。
开始体会艺术作品中的美。。。I begin to understand the beauty behind the works of these artists...
Picture of the ground... ya its the ground we tread on everyday but we never notice it's presence at all... juz like we usually dun cherish people whom we see everyday, we usually dun get to realise how important they are to us... until we lose them..
一个我们每天都接触到的
踩在脚底却
从来都不小心留意的地
简单
却又描述了
人类往往会忘记珍惜身边对他重要的人。。。
只要有信念 没有什么事是不可能。。。
Have faith.. nothing is impossible..
Faith can move mountains..
作者希望描述第一世界大战时候的残酷。。。 灵感来至于一张战争后的照片。。。
因为人类的争执,而断送了许多无辜马的性命。。。 because of the selfish fights of mankind, innocent horses lost their lives ..
刻意把眼睛驱除掉的原因是,为了表现出马的无奈
说明着就算马有眼睛见证战争, 但它们也无能为力。。
之能够无奈地。。任凭人类把自己的性命夺走。。。
so what if they can see what is going on ? what can they do?
they are still helpless towards the situation...
世上没有十全十美。。。。 there's no perfection in this world..
nothing's perfect..
A video created from parts extracted from 10 different videos.. artist created it by extracting the best parts from the 10 videos of his past performances...
therefore when u hear the melody closing your eyes, it sounds like a perfect complete melody, however when u open ur eyes to watch the video, there are pauses whenever there is a change to the next piece... its not a continuous video visually...
in real life, it happens all the time..
what u see may not always be the same as what u hear...
no perfection in everything..
An interesting art piece...by David Claerbout... simple but fascinating..
it shows a man and child.. its a still picture.. but when u are nearing the picture, u will trigger a sensor at the side.. and the man gestures to the girl indicating your presence. She turns her head to look at you. At this very moment, the image transforms from a still image to a moving one... U , the spectator became Part of the picture in that few seconds...
the work becomes a living image triggered by viewer's presence....
in my opinion, artist is trying to convey that the viewer is Part of Art...
This is not a picture, its a model... 3D model..
of a deserted road.. with no people, no traffic, a sense of abandonment..
Nothing's alive, except for the traffic lights which is still functioning..
if u were driving along this road would u stop when the traffic lights turn red?
or will u ignore and move on?
most people will stop for the traffic lights, perhaps we are too used to be bound by rules and regulations.. too busy to even stop and think whether our next action is justified by good reason, too bounded by rules, to the point that we begin to lose our real self...till stopping when u see a red light becomes a reflex action...
This model attemptes to recapture the moment of encounter with our existence, with parts of our reality which we do not normally pay attention to...
me and my cousin... who also has deep interest in the arts..
needless to explain any further..
Money is the root of all fights and quarrels ...
this picture shows it all... straight to the point..
in close up view... all handwritten by the artist.. amazing..
all handwritten.. it looks like its printed..
shows the temptations that we humans face..
check out the lady's feet, its of a devil's feet and not human's feet...
one of the temptations of lust...
everything is evil around him... its up to the pastor in the picture to overcome...
in real life, we are also faced with numerous temptations to overcome...
this image shows of a girl eating "snake" whilst working.. haha lol
called the "eating snake" art...
8:04:00 PM