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Thursday, October 06, 2011


我必須趕緊收拾好這些不好的情緒,然後繼續向前進,這二度的淘汰,真的讓我的自信心降了不少,是時候自我檢討。。其實原因很簡單,是自己不夠好。。安慰的話也聽了不少,但對心情也沒多大幫助。無論怎樣,我還是堅持相信那失誤不應該是導致被淘汰的理由,因為單單因為不熟悉而犯的錯誤不足以斷定一個人的能力。。如果是因為這樣而被淘汰,也太膚淺了。。下一次還會不會參與? 我也不曉得,心里還是不甘心,也不服氣,有衝動想再試一試,不過心裡的另個我卻認為,既然那個地方已經很明顯不欣賞你了,那又何必強求,何必自討沒趣,浪費時間,而且我也不想再經歷第三次被淘汰的遭遇,或許就是沒緣份,人家不要你就算了。何必厚著臉皮,( gian beng / desperate ) 。更何況來來去去又是一樣人在當評判,如果就是看我不上眼或聽了我的聲音討厭,去參加幾次,結果都一樣吧?至少現在的我是這麼想,以後我也不曉得。。或許會再參與或許不會..


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