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Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Actually in this world , no one person can b trusted completely .. Nothing is permanent and everyone has a possibility to go astray at some point or another .. No matter how unchangeable it might appear to be .. Even the person u thought u know best .. May just have a side that u do not know .. A person u know ur whole life ? Can be totally trusted ? No way .. I will nv trust someone completely. . But that doesn't mean I'm possessive in fact I'm not .. I don't attempt to control Anyone .. I am juz being realistic , everyone has a risk of falling into temptations. I juz dislike and refuse to paint a flawless picture of anyone and anything only to find myself disappointed later on. As the higher the hopes the higher the disappointment. We all know that.

Everyone experience vulnerable moments , it is only during these weakest moments we can accurately put someone's tolerance to temptations to a test. In which many will fail this test maybe once or twice ? Or their whole life ? Even the person u look up to or respect or once trusted the most can fail this test when U least expected it.

Well what can we say .. Embrace life with acceptance .. Take everything with a pinch of salt .. Over controlling someone is not a solution. Instead it pushes the person further away, have seen it in many life instances. Many things are beyond our control, sad but true.

Maybe that's why the phobia to commit exist ... It bears responsibilities between two parties one must fulfill for a lifetime in which I have seen and witnessed for myself, many failed to upkeep .... I guess perhaps I'm too much of a pessimist. I over think. Unlike many, who might look forward so much to tying the knot. I'm somewhat engulfed with mixed feelings, Abnormal maybe ? Perhaps so ..

On the side note, I also do not believe by saying any vow guarantees love will last for eternity. To me, It's like the usual 'outcome' one will need to derive at, after dating for the longest time. Forget about those elaborated and dreamy scenes that movies depict weddings to be. They merely portrayed a misconception that wedding is a bed of roses; by showing only the beautiful side. In reality, it involves lots of effort, time, compromise btw both parties when preferences clash and of cos money. Through attending and performing for quite a number of wedding gigs, of cos I have been to some screwed up ones and often can't help but shudder to the thought that there's a possibility that mine will turn out to be lik this, when my turn eventually comes ( fingers crossed, I hope not).

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