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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Today was quite a busy day for me.. as so many stock came at around 130..i only get to sit down and eat my lunch at around 4... shld be called a tea break instead...there were only 2 people including me ...

I juz dun understand why some pple cant stand it when pple backstab them... but they on the other hand can do that to other pple.. I will not mention any names down here for sure... but i juz felt that i need to let this out....

** Dun do to others what u dun wan others to do to u**

But sadly, some people juz dun understand this... let me describe this group of pple though... a self-centred... selfish.... a big bully... backstabber...a great 'actor/actress', irritating.....etc.... this type of person can be so nice to u in front but beware... coz he/she actually bad mouth u behind ur back..

I tried as hard as i could to do what i'm suppose to do... i admit to be quite blur at times... but i really tried my best to do my job...I'm only human i make mistakes at times.... ..i'm not perfect i may be good at some things... but when it comes to other things i may not be as good as expected...but I really feel that i do not deserve all this.... becoz at least i tried my best

I mean if i'm perceived as so useless, lazy n unimportant person or the worst employee anyone could ever get..then juz get rid of me, terminate me...or transfer me out..no need to waste so much saliva it really dirties my back..

The feeling of not being appreciated for ur efforts really sucks....It really does... It sort of lower down ur morale to do ur best to upsell the products.... anyway if u sell plenty also noone will acknowledge ur efforts... To them, it's an obligation...not a bonus..

On the other hand, what's most upsetting is some pple who do not really know how to bla bla bla (shall not say) they are the ones that get praised... being voted as favourite staff by some #*^%~#*.. wow congrats to them ... and guess what i'm the worst staff ever.:-( was quite upset to know that ...

I dunno why i'm still able to stay there since ... they perceived me as a good for nothing..... shld i be considered lucky? a lazy , incompetent staff still able to survive for so long there? haha

However i know not all pple there are like that... i know a few good pple there too.. one of them had already transferred out :-(..... been on good terms with this other staff too.... but it's best they are kept anoymous juz in case one of the backstabbers read this..

Sighz.... maybe that's what working life is all about...i shouldnt take this too hard... i'll try my best to tolerate and bear with it.... until one day when i can no longer hold it no more... i'll quit..

As for my grandma's condition, i heard from my relatives in Malaysia that there are ups and downs for her condition... therefore i'm still very worried for her...Actually dun mind getting bullied as long as she recover completely...but in reality this form of trading/exchange juz dun exist... what a pity...

okie tt's all for today ... gotta catch some sleep tomorrow i gotta face another day at work....*sweat* cant wait for Friday.. for my guitar lesson.... and to hang out with my guitar buddies.... :-p

Cheers...

(Actually Written On 2006-03-29 11:55:14)

11:56:00 AM