What will a plate of over cooked food taste like? Not tt great right? So what if the food is under-cooked? usually diarrhoea will follow... not tt great either... I suppose it says something about life itself... over or under doing something is never beneficial... the outcomes will not be very positive. ..
how nice if we could live in a world when we we dun have to pretend... dun have to act.. maybe we are all juz forced to pretend to survive.....therefore u will never noe whether if any friends around u has stabbed daggers on ur back.. without u knowing...One person can never always have things turn out the way they wanted... in this world, even if personalities and values clashed between two individuals... even if grudges exist btw the two individuals....90 percent of the time the two of them will not tell each other straight in the face....
Maybe through actions and words exchanged between the two people... sensitive outsiders will be able to sense it straightaway... the level of disagreement btw them... in my opinion i find it a real torture.. isnt it better to tell the person what ur unhappy about that person .at least it heightens the chances of working things out together.. . rather then keeping it all inside.. keeping the fire burning.. and expressing ur unhappiness through aggressive sarcarstic criticisms... i guess tt doesnt solve the root of the problem.. the grudge is still there... and it will juz continue to be there.. unless both parties face it....
But like what i say... at times.. in this world it's nt always possible to be honest at all times... sometimes when circumstances dun allow.. u juz got to bear with it... stick to the fake smile... and continue with life with that person... in life we juz got to work and be together with pple we like or dun like...the fact is hanging out with the person is not a want.. it's a must..Do i have a choice in the first place? knowing someone for a longer time juz says a lot more of a person..
Thoughts...
Found someone? Do u only think u like someone coz u r feeling lonely? or u juz felt u needed company?Really think he/she is the one for u? think again? is it a crush.. is it love or juz merely infatuation..? U like his/her looks? body? or u juz like him/herself for who he/she is? do u only like the outer appearance? or do u like the real her/him? do u get together before knowing her/him, or do u get together first then start to know each other?
Juz questions to ponder .. about the complicated relationships happening nowadays....
Anyway i dun believe in promises... to me it's a lie unless it happened... otherwise a promise will turn into a lie.. anyway..i'm glad i didnt went for the grass..recently got to know that the grass hasnt changed at all... guess my indecisiveness is sort of like a test... and this test had proven that i'm right again once again..The quality of the grass is never consistent... never constant.. it's constantly on the change.. ever changing.. a short length of time proves everything..
Nothing should cloud my mind now .... I'm surer then anyone else..
It's not anyone's fault.. it's not anyone's mistake ... it's juz a difference of opinions and perspectives... however acceptance is not a choice here.. it's a must..
*I wanna be happy... i wanna be able to smile and laugh right from my heart.... **
*I dun wish to be disrupted by any unwanted sounds... unwanted interruptions..
unwanted form of disaggreements..**
*Isn't it tiring to fake a false front everyday?**
*Confusion between liking someone and the thinking of wanting to be attached....
(A norm happening commonly in this era)**
* But honestly..I juz wanna be me.. **
*Congrats u've found the one.. all the best**
Sunday
8.50pm
30-07-06
Cheers!
