Friday, December 08, 2006
I was suppose to be doing report... and studying but i decided to take a short break by writing here hehe... i finally get to sleep juz a little bit more last night as compared to the previous nights.... due to the 2 presentations in a row... i really didnt get much sleep ... i cldn't sleep well...
I'm not a natural speaker... i speak to0 soft therefore unable to draw the attention of the crowd when i present, and when i get all nervous i stammer and suffer from verbal difficulty... the words juz dun seem to come out naturally i wonder why...
whereas for some people they can speak without using Q cards but for me i wld probably stand there like the biggest idiot speechless without Q cards... ok maybe i will juz read the points directly from the ppt slides that's about as far as i can go....
Ask me to speak in front of a crowd.. if given a choice give me a guitar i rather sing and play in front of a crowd... although it's equally nervous... but i perfer the second challenge.....
at least there's music from the guitar to calm me down.... unlike during a speech everyone is silent .... u are the only one talking ... and everyone is staring at u... regardless of whether they are listening or not..... I find it to be really scary....
And because we were the last group to present... our Q and A session lasted for an approx of 20 minutes which is real long as compared to the previous groups... many qns were shooted by the various grps with the purpose of gaining points for their own respective grps.... juz coz their presentaion is over... they sort of "sabotage" us for their personal gains....:-(....
Some claimed that they were juz curious... huh? if they really are so "curious" and have so many doubts pertaining to our presentation they can jolly well ask us after the Q and A session..... or i can give them our whole report to read... 100 over pages... aiyah.. wan points say wan points... give me lame excuses :-( but anyway dun blame them also... it's human nature....juz complaining tt's all
Being the last grps indeed sucks... we were the last grp for both presentations.... but i'm glad we kept within the time frame of 20 minutes for our presentation excluding Q and A ....
Nothing unusual happening to me these days... ran into someone... got quite a bit of mixed feelings... but after that everything went back to normal...
Moving on...
Ok ..i was happy to noe that someone read my post.. got what i needed although it's not new but it's the thought and gesture that counts and matters....:-p thanks..I was indeed pleasantly surprised... coz i didnt really expect it....
As i did said this before:
*It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs. .*
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Extra thoughts......
*I always anticipate sweet surprises.... i love positive surprises....It really makes me smile when someone really walks the extra mile. . try so hard to get or do something that I always wanted...:-p.. looking forward to more sweet surprises... :-p**
*Gestures and action still matters the most... words are like decorations to a cake... the cake is still edible with or without the decorations... words merely serve to beautify the action.... However, Using excessive words without any actions or gestures ... the words will then be meaningless after some time...**
*Repetitive cycles sickens me... However..i'm a changed person i no longer take this to heart anymore...**
*I got a clear mind... I'm not a puppet... I'm not a toy....or do i look like one? maybe..? **
**Actual concern is way way better than virtual concern... i'm sure everyone knows that**
*我最想要的 东西，只握在 喜 欢的人手上。。。*
*在世界 毁灭前。。只愿 你的记忆里。。有我的 拥抱。。**
*我可以陪 你一起去看星星，不用再 多 说明。。我就要和 你在一起。。*
08-12-06
Friday
1.30pm
12:21:00 PM
